𝗺𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝗼𝗺 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 + 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬

𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 - 𝐬.𝐛.

okay this one is kinda sad
but i needed to write a stan one bc i love him
so anyways here we gooo
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : none :)
𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝗼𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝗼𝐧𝗼𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐲
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𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲'𝐬 𝐩𝗼𝐯

dear y/n,

two years.
it's been two years.
i screwed up and i'm sorry.
i regret it with all my heart.
and since you won't answer my texts or calls or emails,
i'm writing a letter.
and before you question where i got your address, i asked your grandparents.
obviously you haven't told them because they still seem happy with me.
i wanted to explain what happened for what seems like the millionth time.
yes, i admit it, i did cheat on you.
syd came over and she told me she had a bad day, i wanted to comfort her because that's what friends are for, right?
we got drunk and high and i was caught in the moment.
when i realized what i did, i felt absolutely disgusted with myself.
syd never meant for it to happen either, you knows she's in love with d.
but still, i miss you.
i miss you so much.
if i were you, i wouldn't take me back either.
but i just hope you are doing okay.
maybe you've moved on, i hope you have actually.
but i needed to write this letter for you, and for myself,
for closure.
i love you y/n and i always will.
i hope you know that.

stan

𝐲/𝐧 𝐩𝗼𝐯

i closed the letter with tears clouding my eyes.
we were together for three years until sydney came along.
it didn't matter now.
we were both older, 19.
i snuggled into the side of my boyfriend's hoodie as he rubbed my very pregnant belly.
i met mike about a year ago.
we were both facing hard times due to past relationships and found comfort in each other.
well, maybe too much comfort.
i was now 7 months pregnant with a baby girl.
he's stayed by my side through all of it, and i love him so much.
i couldn't have asked for a better person to mend me back to the girl i was before this mess.
"hey y/n it's alright. you are with me now, and we have an amazing life yet to come. i promise you i'm gonna marry you and we are going to get out of this tiny apartment and we'll own a big house. we can have as many kids as you want too!" he said.
i laughed.
he was too sweet to me.
i wasn't going to lie and say i still had feeling for stan, all those feelings melted away when i met mike.
but,
i definitely needed closure.
so stan, i know you can't read my thoughts, but just know that one day, you'll be seeing me walk the down aisle.
and i'll be smiling,
i hope you will too.
because we need the closure.
i promise it gets better,
you just have to do a little 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠.