All Started With A Message (Justin Bieber Fan-fiction)

19. Time To Go Home

It was now the day that I has been dreading for the last few weeks, it was the day Justin goes back home to the states. To say that I was upset about it, to say that I wasn't looking forward to it, to say that I don't want it to happen was a complete and undeniable understatement. I was finding it so hard to keep my tears hidden away. I was trying to be so strong especially when I see Justin very soon for the last time before he goes, I really don't want the last image or memory for him to be of me as this crying mess. I wanted to try and show him how strong I can be, how strong I am.

His flight was at Heathrow airport at 1:30pm. His private jet was ready to be off. It was currently now 8:30am and he was on his way to pick me up so we can spend the last few hours together before he has to go and then I will be going to the airport with him to see him fly off. It was going to be hard to see that but I wanted too, if it meant having a few last moments with him then so be it.

We have been spending as much time as we can together in these last few weeks especially since Justin asked me to be his girlfriend. But for some reason this time seems that little bit different from the rest. It was a bit more sad. Me and Justin both knew it would be the last time we see each other till god knows when and that was the saddest bit of it all.

Justin had promised me though through everything that things will be ok and just because he was going back home, that don't change nothing and that don't mean that we won't see each other again because he said he will do everything in his power for us to be able to see each other again. It would just be a matter of time. It would just be a matter of when and where and how. Of course I promised him the same thing and I meant every word.

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"So where are we going to go? We only have a few hours till your flight?" I said as I was putting my seat belt on once I got in the car. "Well I thought we would start of with a drive." "A drive? We only have a few hours till you leave and you want to go for a drive?" I asked out of pure confusion. "Well do you trust me Lilly?" "Of course I trust you Justin, do you really need to ask?" "Ok then we'll just sit back and enjoy the ride baby".

I was certainly right to trust Justin on this one as it was like a proper road trip. We went out of London and took a scenic root. It was so beautiful. The views was amazing. We went through these beautiful trees and drove along a cliff face that looks out to the sea, which sounds a lot dangerous that it actually was. It was so nice just to have the wind through my hair just to be carefree with no worries even if it was for just a few hours. We even stopped off for a bit to look out to the views and had some early lunch, while Justin just held me and we even had a sneaky kiss which did remind me of a scene out of a romantic movie. I have always been jealous of them and my dream has been to be part of one of them scenes. I have just wanted it to happen to me and now it finally has. And it was down to Justin, then things always seemed to be down to Justin. It's almost as if he can see into my mind and then he picks out all my hopes and dreams and then he just makes them happen with what seems like be no effort at all.

We pulled up at a side bit in the road that faced out to the spectacular view of the sea and mountains. Justin made sure that the car was facing the view so we didn't have to get out of the car if we didn't want too. Then Justin turned the engine off and looked my way. There was silence for what seemed like a minute or two but in reality was probably only 30 seconds before he was the first one to speak up.

"Your beautiful you know that don't you?" He said while tucking some of my hair behind my ear that must of fell from the light breeze. "Justin your making me blush" I said while looking down. "Maybe that's the plan" he said, lifting up my face with the all famous wink that he knows I love and that means a lot to me because of past events.