The butterfly clip

Its not goodbye it's just see you later

Mention of season five references and characters this is a warning!!!
Toni's POV

I was sitting in math class next to Heather when my mind kept slipping to last night. What I did with Cheryl, how my mom just dropped a bomb on me saying that I'm going to move to California. She didn't even ask for my opinion or consider my feelings in this. And why is she doing this she's a total control freak in the helicopter parent and I have to be under her supervision every Second of the day. So why would she let me go literally across the country. And she literally hates my dad so why would she ever let me go live with him. This whole situation just wasn't adding up. "Are you ok" Heather asked me. "Uh- oh yeah I am fine" I said nervously. " well, if you're wondering why you're probably going to California it's because your mom doesn't support you dating Cheryl so she thinks spending some time away from her will help you" She told me. Not even looking up from her notebook that was filled with notes in a very neat handwriting. How the heck did Heather know, and why does she know. Sometimes I honestly think Heather and my mom had this weird secret daughter mother relationship. " well, thanks for tell me" I said.

"Toni, i'm really sorry that your mom doesn't except you" I heard a voice call from behind me. I turned around to see Tabatha (character from season five so if you haven't seen season five this is a spoiler!). She could hear our conversation the entire time. Tabatha was a nice girl but she could be a little bit nosy. She generally had the gossip on everyone and everything but she doesn't just go around telling people you have to go to her if there's something you want to find out you go to Tabatha.

But she was always a sweetheart with her curly black hair enter light caramel skin and her smile that could literally light up a room. Her grandfather actually owned the Starbucks that I work at. "It's ok " I said. " how about our get out of a business Tabatha, don't you have some lies to go
spread or something" Heather snapped back at her. " first of Heather I don't spread lies it's not my fault that you have mommy issues so you have to seek for them in the school principal" Tabatha said out loud getting everyone's attention. Everyone basically broke their necks to look at what was going on in the back of the classroom.

" ladies you three I'll have detention after school since you think learning about geography is talk time you can learn about it on your time" mr. Wilson said. I side and rolled my eyes as I set up straight in my seat and finish taking notes.

I didn't want to talk about me having to leave riverdale if I do I may cry my eyes out. This is not the first time my mom ran away from her  problems. When my mom and dad were together they had a lot of problems so she took the only child she could control and went across the country.

After class I didn't feel like sitting through any more lectures especially with Heather. She just annoys me so much even when you she literally doesn't do anything she could literally just be breathing and it pissed me. Which is probably my problem. I'm just going to skip my classes for the rest of the day.

I went to my dorm room for one of the last times and I decided to finish up packing up my room since I guess I should be productive which is a habit that I have gotten from my mother because she constantly yells at me that if I'm not doing something in life I'm going to fail so I constantly have to be productive. Thanks for that,mom. I thought in my head as I got down on my knees and started putting some clothes in a box labeled "clothes." As I started packing the rest of my stuff up I just couldn't contain my emotions and I felt a tear down down my cheek. I have had so many memories here in this room.

                                                          Memory flashback

It's freshman year and Donna Brett and I we're walking into the girls dorm room so loud. It was my first time getting drunk. And I felt like I had no control over my body whatsoever. I looked over to see Brett texting something on his phone. The next thing I know Brett yelling in my ear. He wasn't actually yelling in my ear I just felt like that. " after party in Toni's room" he yelled. Next thing I know when we got to my side of the hallway there was a group of boys and girls waiting to come into my room. I unlocked my door with my key which took a while because I kept fumbling with it when I open the door the crowd of people busted into my room. My room was pretty pretty big so literally almost 80 people could fit in here. They were drinks flowing there is music blasting and the next thing I know Donna's pulling me over to the corner to play spin the bottle. The circle of girls and boys were right by my nightstand. I sat down by Donna who is next Harper.  " we should let Princess go first" reggie said handing me the bottle. Princess was my nickname since my mom was headmaster everyone thought I was a princess. "hel-hell -y-yes" I said slurring my words little.  That would have been my reaction if I wasn't completely wasted like trying to get over a break up wasted. I took the bottle and placed it on the floor. Then I put my hand at the end of the bottle and twisted my head making the bottle spin. As the bottle spin and  suspense built up it finally stopped. It stopped on the blond girl with the ponytail my ex best friend. Betty. I just looked at the bottle and then looked at her and she got on all fours and started crawling over to me. I didn't really know what to do this being my first kiss. She looked up at me and then looked back down at my lips. Which turned me on so much and  put her lips on mine. The kiss was all right,  for this being her first kiss it wasn't bad at all. She pulled away and smiled at me being proud that she just kissed me. I didn't say anything I just looked at her. And since I was drunk the next morning I didn't remember any of this happening. But thanks to Donna she reminded me all about it when I got sober.

                                                         Memory flashback over

I smiled at the memory of us playing spin the bottle. I had a lot of firsts in this room like my first kiss my first hangover my first time having sex just a lot of first. My mom was taking it all away for me because she's too afraid of her feelings and she can't ever handle anything like a grown woman she always pushes people away and just run. As I was deep in thought I heard a crack. I looked down to see what it was and in my hands I had a mirror that now had a huge crack going down the sides of it. I can't believe my mom makes me that upset that I literally break a mirror just thinking about how Cowardly she is. I finished putting my stuff in boxes when I read the time on my phone 3:13 it read. I didn't feel like going to detention I wasn't even going to be here for much longer so it wasn't like I was going to get a punishment for it. So I put all the boxes on top of each other so they will be ready for moving day and I turned on the TV and just watched a movie.

Cheryl's POV

Toni seemed really upset after math class. Then she wasn't in any of her other classes or at lunch and she wasn't at detention either. I check the time on my watch it's at 3:13. Toni was never late for anything, and I wanted to go and check up on her but detention did it in for another two hours. But if this was the old me I would just flake off the teacher and walk out of here but I'm trying to do better for my dad and little brother and sister because they love it here and I'm trying not to fuck it up like I do everything else. It felt like the time was going so slow every time I looked up at the clock which to check my watch I swear the time was the same just 3:13 ringing in my head over and over and over again because it was like the time wasn't changing like the number was haunting me or something.

I was deep in thought thinking about Tony and how much I would miss her when I felt someone tap on the shoulder I turned around to see Heather. "What" I say clearly annoyed with her. "Are you ok" she asked me with a smile at the end. "Yeah I am ok" I said clearly lying. I didn't know if I was OK or not obviously I wasn't OK because Toni was leaving me but I didn't really know how I felt about the situation obviously I was sad but it was just really hard to put a label on what I was feeling right now.

Finally it was 5 o'clock I was there for a decade. I got up my seat so fast I almost fell I dashed out the door and down the hall and through the next building and then up the stairs and then three hallways just to make it to Toni's  room. I knocked on the door lately and I waited for a few minutes until I heard a response. " who is it" she said softly but her voice was a little raspy like she had just woken up. "It's Cheryl" I said painting a little because I was out of breath from literally pulling a flash. She open the door.She had  her light pink hair pulled into a ponytail. She was wearing Lululemon leggings and an oversize hoodie. It look like she had been crying a lot. "Are yo-" I started to say before I was interrupted by her pulling me into her embrace. She was holding me so tight it was like she thought I was going to fly away or something. Next thing I know she's crying into my neck.

I felt so bad for her. It breaks my heart when she cries. I took her by her legs and started carrying her like she was a baby and walked her over to her bed not before closing the door with my legs. I gently placed her on the bed. "Shhh" I said as a brushed some hairs out of her face. "Ch- Cher- Cheryl" she said Stuttering and hiccuping between words. "Yes" I said.

"I-I I-lov-love- y-o-you". She said sniffling and hiccuping between letters. My face turned bright red. In my heart rate increased I could tell because when I look down I saw my Apple Watch saying that my heart rate has increased. I looked at her. Then looked back down I truly love Toni but I've never told anyone that I love them except my mom and I just didn't really know how to express my feelings to her. But since she was going to be leaving I thought this is the right time to say it and if I don't say it back she's just gonna start crying even more.

"I love you too, Toni" I said before pulling her in for a kiss. I didn't even care that she was crying in that her  tears kind of messed up my mascaras a little bit. I just knew in this moment that I was in love with this girl. " Will you stay the night" Toni asked me.

"Sure" I said with a little excitement in my voice.

Hello Shotties I hope you guys like those chapter it was a little ghetto, but anyways I hope you enjoyed. The final chapter is coming up so stay tuned! And also Madison is coming bag so yay! -Trinity