It was always you

Old Emotions

SELENA

I again pitched myself to make sure this isn't a dream, at some point in life , I prayed to God to make him my life partner but on my wedding day, I lost that hope. And today because of the kids , I am witnessing my dream fulfilled by almighty, God, but I don't want Emerson now because living with him now fell like a life long imprisonment.

I wore my diamond earrings, that added charms to my knee length red dress, thankfully, Diana is out of town for some seminar , she'd have made this more difficult but still motivated me.

Emerson must be here anytime soon,I already texted him my address, I still can't believe that he just agreed to make a girl previously used by him, his wife .

I wore my favourite red heels and applied some red lipstick and lastly checked myself out in mirror, although my hairs were tied in a pony tail but it didn't looked good with the dress but still it was okay, I don't want to flatter Emerson, he always loved my hair down whenever we used to have dinner date together, everytime when my hairs were tied, he used to free them. There's no benefit of thinking about the past, I wondered why he wanted to talk to me in private not infront of our parents.

Feel the back on my hair rise with the voice of doorbell, I was too nervous to open it but I have to face him.

"Wish me luck innerself."

"May you embarrass yourself infront of him." The devilish voice from my heart replied and I couldn't help but roll my eyes at her, that's expected from you.

I unlocked the door and opened it revealing a incredibly handsome, Emerson Black proud in his navy blue suit and a white shirt with a navy blue suit pant and tie. I couldn't help but shamlessly check him out from top to his shiny black suit.

"Stop drooling at him !" The devilish voice brought me to reality, thankfully I didn't manage to embarrassed myself because he himself was busy in checking me out, this thing hasn't changed about us.

I felt necked under his, stares and just remember to grab my overcoat to prevent myself catching cold as well as his stares.

"If you want, you can come in Emerson. " I said and he blinked his eyes two times, as he got out of his thoughts, he cleared his throat.

"Sorry, Sally , I'll visit you maybe some other day as for now we're getting late." I nodded and grabbed my coat from stand and locked my door with coat in my hands, Emerson being a gentleman as always asked me to handle the coat to him , and I obeyed as we got down.

I was going to ask my coat back but instead he requested me to accept his help in wearing, it I was first puzzled but agreed , I am in my late twenties and now I realised that these small arguments are just a waste of time.  He holded the coat for me and I wear it, and distanced myself from him but he grabbed my arms making me colluding with his hard chest, before I could ask what's he upto he freed my previously tied hairs letting them down, we're dangerously close to eachother, making me lost in the smell of his masculine hypnotizing scent, I missed it,and closed my eyes to enjoy it and instantly opened my eyes and looked at him finding him already looking  at me, I can't put my finger on unfathomable emotion his beautiful sea-green eyes were hiding, he suprised me by inhaling the scent of my hairs , he used to do that when we're together, he used to say it's his favourite thing about me.

I felt that old emotion, at his action but he surprised me yet again by leaving me and asking me to follow him towards his car, I stared at him in shock and blinked my eyes.

Was it a dream or Emerson learned the art of being unpredictable from me?