i'm forgetting you

55 16 19
                                    

skdjdks this is late but we're getting nikolai and wylan in season 2 of s&b !!! they're two of my favorites ever :3

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are you
forgetting me
the way we forget
things that we don't
want to remember
am i fading away
pale chartreuses and
now-pink vermilions
where i once was
color

am i
forgetting you
the way we
forget things that we
try so hard to
hold onto
the way i tried
so hard
to hold onto you
are you becoming
aftertastes of
citrus and coffee
where you were once
flavor

i wanted us to be
endgame
or something close to it
i wanted us to have
romance
but all we got was
heartbreak
and i've been looking
at your words
and trying to
see myself in them
but i'm not there

i don't want to think
i loved you more than
i did
but it's hard to keep in
touch
with reality
when we've drifted apart
like relatives who
don't want to see each other
anymore
and in this industry
you don't get far
unless your story is a story
that the big names want to
read

so i'm sorry if i portray you
as my monster or as my
muse
when all you were was a girl
i couldn't hold onto
because though i'm doing my
best not to lose my memories
of you too,
i'm forgetting you.

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