two different timelines

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hehe this one's deep :) i wrote it a super long time ago... tysm for 2.8k reads <3

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the thought

crossed my mind

this morning

as the mid-semester

tests

draw to a close

and sleepless nights

fade to

nonexistence

your break is almost

over

and mine is just about to

start

i feel like we're

desynchronized

we're moving, living

but we're on

two different timelines

you in wisconsin

and me right here

i like falling for people

who live far away

i tell myself that it's because

i want what i can't have

or because i

look for love in everything

but really it's because

it's better that way

i won't get too attached

yet somehow, i'm

glued

to the idea of you

and yet

our hearts are beating

in time

but we're time zones

apart

two hours off

and it's hard to feel

connected

when we're on two different

timelines

when you're always going to be

two hours closer

to the apocalypse

than i am

when you're always going to be

two hours older

than you would be here

and it's hard to reach out

imagining that i could

hold you

because i know you can

bridge distances

but nothing's ever taught me

how to reach through time

i'm not saying that

it won't work

i'm just saying that

i'm afraid of that

because if we're living in

parallel

but i'm a little bit behind

how long will it be

before you cut me out

of your timeline?

and how long will it be

before i realize?

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