Sadness

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   I sat on a rock on the shoreline and cried until I couldn't cry anymore. It was one of the most painful feelings I had ever experienced. 

  That moment made me realize I was truly in love with Jack. I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life, and I didn't know if he wanted to be with me. Even if we were to end up together he probably wouldn't be faithful to me, because of how prone he was to flirt with other women. I would live in fear that he would be interested in another woman when he got bored of me. No matter how much he claimed to care about me;  I felt otherwise. I was afraid I would lose another person I loved. "I love him," I admitted to myself. Jack meant everything to me and he had protected me for as long as I was sailing as his first mate. He remembered details that were important to me, he made time for me, and he made me feel like the most beautiful and important woman in the entire world. Jack valued me, and I valued him. I was hoping that he loved me in a way I loved him. 


I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of the waves going in and out to calm down.

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