To anyone that wonders if I'm writing about them: I am

V.

Have you ever become so infatuated with someone that you find all of their qualities within everyone.

Boy or girl

Dog or cat

Like you're so wrapped up with them that you forget your basic means of anything.

Or you feel no attraction to anyone more than just being better friends

But when you find that one person you fall in so deep, like it's a bottemless pit

And it's only tunnel vision, you can only see their good

This is what makes them so bad for you

It's not exactly love it's like, like
They make you quiver

They give you butterflies

Yet they're so bad for you

Almost like poison

But you can't get enough

Your addicted, and no one else can quite understand why

You can't either

Its just simply the "universe"

They hurt you cause they don't know you feel this way

And you take every hit because you can't bear the almost face to face contact with rejection

I don't know
Nobody does

And that's the worst part,
I live by a quote that goes "everything you don't say, kills you"

I haven't said a thing and I'm dying
When he's not at school I'm concerned

I turn down others in hope he'll come around

But he's like a foreign book that I can't read nor understand

It's so hard being so quitely centered around the thought of someone
When they don't know
You can tell others

But they don't understand

It's simply the worst

But you'll never know unless you speak up

And for me this may never happen.