To anyone that wonders if I'm writing about them: I am

Seventeen.

Okay so here's where we left off,
I was lovestruck
Upset
Angry
Mad
Bitter
But now I am okay
I think sometimes it takes another person to hurt you, break you down, make you feel less than and all to build you back up.
Believe it or not I feel like a brand new person
I honestly don't even care about him as much as I did in these last two chapters or as I've ever had.
Literally after I had my final breakdown.
Let's understand a female shall we?
We are stronger WAY stronger than anyone could ever imagine.
We will cry and complain and cry again and feel miserable but guess what sis, we get over it
And I definitely got over him.
Yea I liked him (I still do)
Thought I loved him LMAOO
Honestly I might have, but that's besides the point
I read something (here we go again with me reading shit) it said "it wasn't your first love, just your first attachment"
I like a lot of guys, I move on fast, I don't like to be held down or restricted, but I will say this I did think I was in love and it's hilarious honestly.
I know I shouldn't say it was so funny when I was just crying over this boy but understand this.
Literally if it's love hunny, there is no question
There is no "who's he texting?"
"Does he think I'm enough? "
"Why is he looking at her like that?"
"Why, why, why?"
There is literally NONE of that SIS.
If you know
One day I pray you and I could experience this,
When you know, you'll know and there will be no question
There will be a bond that can not be broken by any circumstance
Distance, hate, reality
Nothing should stop you if it's real
I'm young
What young girl do you know hasn't thought at least one time she's been "in love?"
We all have and honestly who cares
I am proud of it though
If I'm allowed to say so I'm happy
I'm happy I went through this dramatic ass crybaby fest because now I'm way better literally glowing and all
I SAY all of this to say
It gets better sis, always.
Don't question it because it's on its way I promise if it hasn't arrived yet literally it's down the street hun
So please for the love of god
Cry, please cry
Shout, yell, be angry
Because It is going to be okay, and you will be better
I am, so I'm positive you will be too.
Have a nice time, enjoy your wonderful lives, and continue to be beautiful.
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Love, Llogan 💖