To anyone that wonders if I'm writing about them: I am

Twentyfuckingsix.

OK BITCH IM MAD
USUALLY I COME ON HERE WITH THAT SAD DEPRESSING SHIT BUT THIS TIME HELL NO IM PISSED.
Why do fucking guys
Niggas
Things with penises always decide to come in my life and fuck shit up
Make me mad
Allow me to trust and open up and be happy and "in love"
FUCK LOVE
And then all of a sudden start acting distant and weird n shit
Bitch I'm tired of it
If you want to fw me BE REAL ABOUT IT DAMN
DONT ALL OF A SUDDEN START ACTING DISTANT
STOP ALWAYS HANGING WITH OTHER BITCHES AND NEVER MAKING TIME TO HANG WITH ME WTF
HOW TF WE IN A WHOLE RELATIONSHIP
IM SUPPOSEDLY YOUR WHOLE GIRL AND YOU CANT EVEN MAKE TIME TO HANG WITH ME
BITCH IDC THAT IM IN COLLEGE
WE LITERALLY 30 MINS APART HOP ON THE FUCKING TRAIN AND COME SEE ME DAMN
I COME HOME AND WE STILL DONT LINK OR MEET OR HANG OUT
WHY THE FUCK YOU MAKE MORE TIME FOR ALL THESE OTHER GIRLS AND NOT ME
IM TIRED OF THE SHIT MOE
IM FUCKING YOUNG
IM GOING THROUGH A LOT OF SHIT RN
IM MENTALLY GOING THROUGH IT
PHYSICALLY GOING THROUGH IT
DAMN NEAR EMOTIONALLY BREAKING THE FUCK DOWN
AND I DONT DESERVE THIS FAKE ASS LOVE
BITCH I DONT CARE ANYMORE IF YOU FUCKING "love me " OR "miss me a lot" YOU DONT FUCKING SHOW IT
THERES NO EFFORT
THERES NO PROBLEM BC I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY ALL THIS SHIT WITHOUT BREAKING MYSELF APART OR FEELING LIKE IM HURTING YOUR FEELINGS WHICH I DONT WANNA DO BC I RLLY FUCKING LIKE YOU JEEZ
IM TIRED OF CRYING OVER FUCKING BOYS
IM TIRED OF BEING THE BITCH THAT SHOWS THEM HOW TO DO SHIT AND THEN THEY GO OFF TO IMPROVE AND GROW WITH THE SAME BITCHES THEY WERE "just friends" WITH WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER
IM FUCKING FED THE FUCK UP AND IF ANOTHER MF COMES IN MY LIFE ON SOME SOMETIMEZY ASS SHIT THEY GETTING CURSED THE FUCK OUT AND LEFT IN THE PAST LIKE I ALWAYS AM
DONT FUCKING DARE TELL ME CUTE LIES AND THEN NOT EVEN TRY TO SHOW THE TRUTH
WHY HAVENT I KISSED YOU
BC OF THIS
BC IF IM GONNA LOSE YOU I ONLY WANNA LOSE MY FEELINGS
NOTHING ELSE
I DIDNT GIVE YOU ANYTHING ELSE BC YOU DONT FR WANT ME
YOU DONT FR WANNA B WITH ME
BITCH TEXT ME
DONT IGNORE ME
HANG OUT
EVERYTHING DOESNT HAVE TO BE A FUCKING DATE
ALL IM SAYING IS IF YOU WERE THE GF AND I WAS THE NIGGA
ID MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS KNEW I CARED SO YOU WOULDNT HAVE NIGHTS LIKE THIS WHERE YOU JUST WANNA FUCKING CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP AND FIGHT AND BE MAD BC YOU FELT YOU WERE BEING MISTREATED
I FEEL LIKE IM IN COMPETITION WITH EVERYONE ELSE
HELL YOU MORE OF A BOYFRIEND TO YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS THAN TO ME
SO BE THEIR BOYFRIEND THEN
YOU LOVE THEM
YOU LIKE ME
ITS OKAY
I SEE HOW IT IS
I DONT LIKE THIS
AND YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING TALK TO ME
SO ITS NOT LIKE IF I WERE TO BRING IT UP YOUD HAVE A LEGIT RESPONSE
BESIDES "ok" OR "then let's just break up"
WHY DOES EVERY GUY COME IN MY LIFE UNWILLING TO TRY
ITS ONLY BEEN THREE BITCH
IVE OPENED MYSELF FR TO TWO OF YOU NIGGAS WHO HAVE LITERALLY ACTED LIKE YOU DIDNT GIVE A SHIT UNTIL ALL WAS OVER SAID AND DONE AND I WAS FUCKING BETTER
SO, WITH THAT BEING SAID
LOVE WHO YOU LOVE
HATE WHO YOU HATE
AND DONT BE LIKE ME
SAY WHAT YOU FEEL
AND ALWAYS KNOW ONE DAY YOU WONT BE IN THIS TYPE OF PAIN.
It shouldn't hurt to be "in love" it should be great
But it isn't
And maybe that's what's hurting me bc I know I'm not fw this way I'm being treated
But it's okay (it's rlly not I could be a bitch but fuck me for evolving into a better person)
Don't be bitter
Get better
Get thicker
Get rich
And boss the fuck up on that ass.
-Llogan ❤️