💙 ~Start of a family~🧡 ~A Kagehina omegaverse story

Part 39~

I just wanna give a lil warning here
This chapter will involve some hints of depression and anxiety
I am writing it how I experience the illnesses, but at the same time I'm trying to imagine how he would handle it based on his situation.
I hope that it's an okay chapter. It is very long so I hope it doesn't get boring. [also unedited]
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[About two weeks later :p Hinata is 3 and a half months along now]
Things have been going good lately, the couple has been keeping up with the twins, which has kept them on their toes.

The pup has been growing, and at a good pace. That news was amazing for the couple.

Sure, the pup is a tiny bit smaller than it should be at this point, but that was to be expected after everything.

Everything..

No one expected the couple to just be okay after everything that they went through.

Especially Hinata, he's the one who is carrying the pup, with hormones all over the place, mood swings, and all the more hard work that goes into growing another person inside of you.

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With everything going on, with the twins being so chaotic, Kageyama has had to go to work, after being off for so long.

Of course Hinata says he's okay with this, but he can't say how stressful it is for him to stay home with the twins all day

Yes, he does have help sometimes, but they either have to leave early, or can't do it at all and call off last minute.

Again, Hinata says it's okay and that he's fine to handle it alone, but in reality, he's beyond stressed, and has had many anxiety attacks while taking care of the twins.

He suppressed the attacks while they were in the room, and then once they went to go play with they're toys, he would go into the bathroom and just cry, feeling his chest tighten, palms getting sweaty, and he felt like he couldn't breathe.

He felt like his heart was pounding out of his chest, and the sound was beaming through his ears, feeling like it was going to last forever.

He blames himself every day, hour and minute for what happened. Yes, they didn't lose the pup, but it was still a very traumatic experience, especially for him. As it would be for anyone.
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Kageyama tries his best to make sure that Hinata is comfortable, and in the best health that the small male could be.

He hates going to work, not because he hates the sport, but because he's away from Hinata and the twins.

He hates that he can't be there all the time to take care of them.

His team was obviously supportive through the whole ordeal and gave him almost a month off.

Kageyama was very appreciative, but that turned quickly when his team asked if they should look for a new member, so he eventually had to turn up for work.

Luckily, they were able to manage to make a workable schedule, where Kageyama now only works Mondays and fridays, with the rest of the week off.

It's safe to say that Kageyama was, and still is very pissed off with them.

He truly doesn't give a shit weather or not his job does or doesn't want him, but the fact that it was right after everything, and they know everything that Hinata was going through, and that he obviously needed his lover with him.

On the days he has off, he spends them taking care of the twins and Hinata to his fullest ability.
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So, today started off just like all the rest.