"You what my heart desires"
Your soulmate will be the stranger you recognize.
People think a soulmate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back...
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November 30, 2020 | Harlem, New York 6:15 AM
I looked up at the ceiling just dazed out as Kori laid out on my chest naked. We never even made it upstairs so right now we was on the couch. I can't front like I ain't miss this feeling, how the fuck did three days away from her feel like weeks? This shit not normal. It was early as a bitch and despite fucking Kori like I just got out then pen, I couldn't sleep. I thought about how nasty our sex was getting and how I loved every second of that shit. The makeup sex go crazy everytime, but we still needed to talk shit out.
I ain't wanna wake her but this whole shit was on my mind heavy. I know technically we good but I gotta know shit okay between us. I really haven't had a good sleep in days and if I questioned being whipped before I knew I was done for now. She got me so wrapped around her finger it's wild yo. I wasn't tryna be nowhere else though, she end game for me.
I love sex don't get me wrong but with Kori it was deeper than that. I ain't plan on using sex to patch up our issues or make her forget that I was in the wrong and we both made pour ass decisions in a moment of weakness. We was growing though, I ain't expect shit to be perfect. We'd only been together for going on four months but it feel like we been together for years. It was evident the love was there, but I wanted to do whatever to make sure this shit really last foreal. Kori think I be fuckin around when I say ima marry her but a nigga be dead ass. Everything I been doing these last couple months been so that I can set our lives up for the future. I had so much up my sleeve.. I gotta show my girl I'm serious cause what I got with her I can't get nowhere else.
She stirred in her sleep causing me to look down at her. I watched as her eyes fluttered open before meeting mine. She immediately pulled my face towards hers, repeatedly kissing my lips. "You okay?" She croaked out, her voice damn near gone. I could tell she was focusing on the small knot on my lip from fighting those weak ass guards.
"Yea ma." I said partially telling the truth. She sat up a little, her face hovering over mine. "What's wrong?" She asked anyway and I chuckled
"How you gone ask me if I'm good then ask what's wrong when I say yes?"
"Cause you not low." She laughed before kissing my face again
"We need to talk." I told her
"Okay.... Right now?" She asked and I nodded.
"Yeah right now, come on." I said sitting up on the couch. She tried straddling my lap but I quickly stopped her. "Nah ma.. not there." I said referring to my lap as she looked at me crazy
"Why the fuck not?" She questioned
"Cause we both butt ass naked and ima be foldin yo ass within seconds. I'm really tryna talk though ma, I needa get this shit off my mental." I said and she nodded
"I just like being in your skin but I can lay here." She said putting a pillow in my lap. She then comfortably laid on the pillow while looking up at me.
