"are you ready?"
Tumango ako kahit hindi sigurado at kinakabahan. Punong puno kami ng pawis at pareho kaming walang saplot sa katawan. He spread my legs and slowy, he entered me.
"Ah-"
Ang sakit!
I saw him stiffened and he looked at me. Shocked.
"You're a.... virgin??"
Ewan ko pero bigla akong nahiya. Hindi ko siya magawang tignan. He's already inside me, ramdam ko iyon. Alam kong gusto niyang gumalaw pero parang pinipigilan niya ang sarili niya.
Dinaganan niya ako. Ang mukha niya ay nasa leeg ko. Hingal na hingal siya. I felt him kissing my neck before he spoke up
"Do you want me to continue?" Bulong niya sa tenga ko
Ano ba isasagot ko? Hindi? Oo? Bahala ka?
"I-ikaw... Kung g-gusto mo.."
Tanginang sagot yan! Gustong gusto mo pa talaga gurl?
He lift his head up at tinitigan ako. Gradually a smirk formed on his face "Baby, of course I want to fuck you. You don't need to ask me that" he nibbled to my ears " I want to fuck you so hard, baby pero baka hindi mo kayanin lalo na't first time mo"
"Hindi, o-ok lang" nilakasan ko ang loob ko. Tutal nabasag na ang banga ko edi ipagpatuloy nalang?
Eto ba talaga epekto ng alak? Nakaka manyak?
"Ok"
He pulled it and now he is slowly pushing it inside. Napakagat ako sa ibabang labi ko at himigpit ang hawak ko sa likod niya. Hindi pa siya buong nakakaposk. I look up to him and he is looking at my reaction!
Fuck it!
At bigla niyang pinasok ng todo. Damn, I screamed when he entered me fully! I heard him cursed. He kissed my neck down to my collarbone. His hand is slowly massaging my breast. A sound escaped from my mouth. I didn't imagine that I can make that sound. I fucking moaned! Yeah, several times since we started.
"You like that baby?"
"Yes" I sound so erotic. Fuck it
" I want you, I want you so bad" he said between our kisses. Now, I felt him move. He removed his member and he quickly entered me. He's now making a rhythm.
He's getting faster that I'm going crazy. This feel so good..?
"Oohh... I- I like that. I... like it faster" nahihina kong sabi
"I want that too baby. Now hold tightly coz this is going to drive you crazy"
....
Unti unti kong minulat ang mata ko. Napatingin ako sa malaking wall clock sa pader. It's 5 in the morning and....
And...
Napatingin ako sa paligid ko at sa katabi ko.
PUTANGINA ANONG NAGYARE KAGABE???
Bumilis bigla ang tibok ng puso ko. Pano ako nakapunta dito? Ba't kasama ko ang... GUWAPONG lalake na ito? Teka... May nangyare sa amin? Kinapa kapa ko ang sarili at wala nga akong damit ramdam ko din ang hapdi sa pagitan ng hita ko.
Napunok ako
No, this can't be!
I fucking give my virginity to this... To this...
