Omniscient
31 December 2016
"Ay wassup."Durk said as him and the boys came down the stairs.
"Heyy."India and Jayda greeted.
"Y'all booling?"Melly asked smiling sitting on the couch.
"Yesss."Jayda said excitedly.
"Why you so happy?"Polo asked.
"I'm so excited."Jayda said.
"Right,we need Jahlyla's birthday to come already,I ain't even excited for my own."India said as Jahlyla just stared blankly.
She's been thinking about what Melly said and was absolutely not excited for her birthday.
She didn't want to hurt Von but she didn't really have a choice since the others wouldn't take no for an answer and threatened to do it themselves.
"Jahlyla are you not excited?"Jayda asked looking at her.
"Huh oh yeah I'm just tired,I'm gonna go sleep."she said getting up and going to her room.
"Oh okay."Jayda said as they watched her.
"Not again."Ten whispered as they all looked at each other.
"I thought she would be excited."Kd said frowning.
"I know."India said sadly.
"Should we give her space or check up on her?"she asked.
"We'll leave her for now but the moment we see it's getting worse we not leaving her side."bortlen said making them nod.
"Okay,okay,she'll be fine right?"Jayda said not wanting to over think.
"Yeah,she'll be okay."India said trying to convince herself as well as Jayda.-
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"What is wrong with me?"Jahlyla whispered to herself as she entered her bathroom.
"I'm insane."
"I'm a psycho."
"Why am I like this?"
"Who have I become?"
"Do I want to live like this?"
"Do I want to carry on like this?"
"Is it worth it?"
"What do I get out of it?"
"How do I benefit from doing this?"
"Maybe Melly should kill me."
"Maybe that's why jah cheated,I'm not good enough."
"Everyone should hate me."
"Everyone should know the truth."
"They need to know what psycho bitch they're friends with."
"They need to know they're bestfriend is killing the ones they love."
"I don't deserve them."
"They would be so much happier if they had never met me."
"Why do they like me?"
"I don't deserve to be loved."
"My family probly knew that already."
"I shouldn't of killed my sister,my mother loved her."
"I want the old me back."
"I want sweet little innocent Jahlyla back."
"The one who never killed or thought of killing someone."
"The one always hanging out with her bestfriend,her ride or die,her everything."
"Where did she go?"
"I feel paralyzed."
"I can't do this anymore."
"I don't wanna do this anymore."
Jahlyla leaned over the counter as she began crying.
She never wanted things to turn out the way it did.
She just wanted a normal life.
A life where her family loved her,a life where she had friends,a life where she had peace,a life with her bestfriend who she loved dearly,a life where she was happy.
"I need you Jah,where are you?"she whispered crying.
"I thought I could make it without you,I can't,I need you right now,I need you more than ever,I need you to hold me,please,where are you?"she said sitting on the floor leaning against the cupboards of her sink.
"I need you to save me,I need you,just you,only you,my one and only bestfriend,my life,my heart,my soul,my joy,my happiness,my home." She said placing her hand over her heart.
The group stood at the door with tears in their eyes.
Von was angry but sad at the same time as Jah hurt her and she still wants him,but she doesn't even know if she wants to be with him anymore.
He was hurt.
He was angry.
'She nothing but a hoe'he thought shaking his head leaving out and going to his room.
"Let's go."Green whispered to them.
Jahlyla felt a headache form from all the crying,she slowly got up going back to her room and opening her closet.
She took her stitch stuffed animal that Jah gave her and got into bed,pulling the covers over her and holding onto the stitch like her life depended on it.
"I need you."she whispered before falling asleep.
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Heyy,double update.
Looks like Jahlyla isn't excited for the new year.
How do you feel about Jahlyla getting cold feet?
What is going on with Jahlyla?
Should Jah save her or not?
Ooh looks like Jahlyla already broke Vons heart.
What do you think is gonna happen between them?
There will be more of them hurting each other.
Spoiler:there's no happy ending for Jahlyla or Jah,just the others.😭
That's all for now have a good day/night,byee😚
