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Pirate 🏴‍☠️

Peters POV

I didn't eat a lot of my breakfast but Jose wouldn't even look up from his food cause Clint was right across from him, Clint looked hurt and I kinda felt bad for him but ngl he deserved it a lil.

"Jose you can't avoid him forever" I whispered to him "well I can avoid him now" he said while eating a piece of bacon. I rolled my eyes. I didn't eat a lot of my food, just one egg and half a piece of bacon "your not hungry kid? You haven't had a full meal in nearly 2 months" Mr. stark said while cocking his head at me "n-no sir I'm not hungry" "huh ok" Mr. stark said while grabbing my plate.
Fat
Weak
Attention seeker
Puke it up
You make everyone pity you
Such a mistake
Just kill you self

I excused my self to the bathroom and bent down, I made my self gag over and over again. Eventually the food came out and I felt relieved. I took the razor blade out of my pocket after I flushed the toilet and cut my wrists
One
For Being an attention seeker
Two
For killing your family
Three
For putting Jose in danger

I went to sit down on the couch next to Jose but my phone wouldn't stop going off, I went to go check who it was. And ofc it was the gc no one wanted, they were fighting over the stupidest thing ever-

The gc no one wanted

SRS
S'mores is the best pop tart!

Birdbrain
Yes! S'mores and chocolate fudge

Poptart
CHOCOLATE FUDGE IS BEST

thorns
Poptarts are discussing

SR2
...
You disgrace

Poptart
HOW DARE YOU BROTHER

thorns
They are just cooked tarts with flavoring in them there's nothing 'bussin' about them

Peter
POP TARTS ARE BUSSIN BUSSIN THORNS

Poptart
YES WHAT SON OF TONY SAID

SRS
^

Capsicle
^^

Lightning McQueen
^^^

Birdbrain
^^^^

SR2
^^^^^

Peter
See everyone agrees!

Mr. Hacker
Pop tarts are neither good nor back so shut your asses up before I get in trouble. I'm in a meeting

Peter
Sorry...
Please don't be mad

Mr. Hacker
Eh it's alright kid the meetings boring anyways.
And SRS you should be paying attention instead of texting

Birdbrain
Says the one who's also texting

Mr. Hacker
Your in the meeting too birdbrain!!

SRS
I'm so sorry guys

SRS added ???

Peter
YASS ANOTHER PERSON :D

???
So you guys aren't paying attention to the meeting for a little kid

Peter
I'm not a kid >:(

SR2
Awww he's even cuter when he's mad

???
You guys! This meeting is important Id don't call you guys here to talk to "Peter"

Peter
So I'm assuming this is the Pirate y'all were talking about-

Boss lady
SHHHH he doesn't know we call him that

Pirate
I do now
And why my name pirate-

Mr. Hacker
Cause you got an eye patch

Pirate
Alr everyone phones in the bin so we can pay attention. This is important!!

Peter
Bye bye people :(
Me no like pirate >:|

Mr. Hacker
Hey kid

Peter
I though you had to put yo phone in a bin

Mr. Hacker
I got another one hidden in my jacket that I'm using :)

Peter
:D

Mr. Hacker
So are you back home with your foster parents

Peter
Not exactly...
I'm with Jose at a safe house for reasons I can't disclose
But I think I'm kinda considering Mr. stark as my father cause he's always there for me and he cares for me.
He's like a father figure to me and I'm just glad I have him but I don't want to get too attached to him cause everyone I love dies one way or another
And ion think he thinks of me as a son he has way more important stuff then me
Sorry I just rambled and vented :/

Mr. Hacker
It's alright kid
And I bet Mr. stark cares for you a lot like you said and he thinks of you as his son as well.
Mr. Stark isn't going anywhere anytime soon kid I promise, I'll even make sure he won't next time I see him.

Peter
Thanks mr. Hacker sir :)
Your a really good friend and I hope one day we can meet :D

Mr. Hacker
Hopefully one day
Ok I got to go bye kid stay safe

Peter
Byeeeee

I put my phone down and watched some stranger things with Jose till Nat came and Joined us "I love this show" she said while putting her phone in her pocket "me too" I said with a smile. "I love Eddie and Chrissy's relationship andnow Eddie and Chrissy can be together in heaven" I said. Nat chuckled.

We finished season 1 and Jose was asleep on the corner of the couch and I was almost asleep on Nat's shoulder, Nat was already asleep. Some others came to join us a lil while ago but I don't quite remember, everything is blurry cause I'm really... really... tired. I fell asleep after 2 minutes of season 2.

If you ever need to talk to someone feel free to message me on wattpad or text me at (850) 490-7569.
If you ever feel the need to unalive your self and you fell like no hope is left plz reach out to 988 in America
211 in Canada I'm pretty sure
Feeling the urge to self harm please send a message to the sh crisis hotline 741741
And if no other options please call 911!
Stay strong lovelies <3
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Wrote 4/9/22