Isabella Davis: She's sweet she's pretty and she has a heart of gold. Don't get tricked by her sweetness though, you say one thing out of line whether it's bad or rude and this girl will literally not wait a second before firing back a snarky ass co...
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It's 5 in the morning, and i'm in the kitchen. Eating Ice cream. FUCKKKK SLEEEPPPP I WAANNNNTTT YOUUUUU.
So greedy
Bitch, I hate you consy
URGHH
I sigh stuffing more of the coffee Ice cream into my mouth thinking of what Nico said. 'That's not my place to talk Bella. I'm sorry'. What are they hiding from me.
Not only that but Ivan said to be careful. What if I don't wanna do the exchange... Is it bad that I wanna stay here?
I still can't get those memories of Ares out of my head. He apologized and kissed my cheek. Not only that but I mean he was drunk but he was so sweet. We laughed and ate ice cream together. We even watched frozen. I fell asleep on him. That's the first time I went to sleep without my pills.
Back when I was at home, when I was younger. Before mom and dad split. We would all watch movies together. We would grab a bunch of snacks and drinks and always watched marvel. Ivan never got sick of it, we were so close. We all were so close. Me and Ivan were basically the same person, Although I had brown hair and he had blonde hair, I had hazel eyes and he had those bright blue eyes and he was the best.
What makes me wonder is why did dad have to cheat on mom? They seemed to be so in love. What if I drove them apart, and it breaks my heart today knowing and understanding it was probably all my fault.
To think of it, dad never came to parent teacher meetings, or any of the school functions with me. It was always me and my mom, or me and Ivan. He didn't even make it to my high school graduation cause he said he was busy at work.
Mom canceled work to be there and Ivan was at collage. Looking back now I see how much I did to drive my parents away from each other and I feel so fucking bad for it.
Nah, dad was just a bitc-cONSY
What? Truth babes.
I groan lightly eating the last of the Ice cream in my bowl before I put my elbows on the table and hold my face in my hands. I wish I could say I love you to them one last time.
I wanna talk to someone. But, Ivan is probably busy and everyone else is asleep. Though I know Eve would be pissed if I didn't wake her up, she says 'I don't care if I'm climbing mount Everest. You need to talk you talk to me and I will always listen'. She's a really good friend, but she needs sleep.
So do you
Maybe I should just take the god damn pills. I get up with a sigh and rinse my bowl before I hear the door open. I'm going to die. FUCK NO. I'M TOO HOT TO DIE
