I found this on a tt vid of desert duo and this song so this is kinda inspired by that vid
The video is by skysmphony on tt
This will be a song fic but I'll change the writing thing so it will be different than the last song fic
Really short song fic lmao (in my opinion)
Slight yandere x yandere -ish
Song is he needs me by Shelley Duvall
Double life <3
(shh im trying to forget the angst)
Slight mentions of cheating, no one will actually be cheating tho
*Scar pov*
I was walking around the ranch and saw Grian, bigb and Martin in a small circle. What are they doing? I went closer to hear them.
"Grian! I need to talk to you" Bigb stated, he seemed really serious. I wonder what could possibly be so serious..? They walked out of the room and Bigb's lips instantly curved up "I got your gift!" Bigb giggled "you got it?" Grian smiled lightly.
..he's cheating on me isn't he? Of course he is, why wouldn't he.
"I thought ren took it" Grian stated "oh no no i just took it down so he wouldn't find it" bigb explained "well what does this mean for us?" Grian asked "do you want to be secret soulmates?" Those words broke me. I know Grian didn't want to be soulmates but I didn't think he would cheat on me!
A small bit of happiness glowed in my heart as I saw uncertainty on grian's face. "No, I can't do that to Scar.." Grian muttered "I'm sorry.." he cares about me!!
I wonder why though
I suddenly heard someone creep up behind me, it was bdubs. "You seem happy all of a sudden, what happened?" He asked, quietly
"All at once I knew"
"What?" He laughed.
"I knew all at once"
"Scar, you're scaring me" bdubs chuckled again, with a slight concern hidden in his voice.
"I knew he needed me"
"Uhm..alright?" Concern filled his vocal cords.
"Until the day I d1e"
"I won't know why"
"What's up with you today!?" He asked, water dripped of his cheeks from fear.
"I knew he needed me"
"You're actually scaring me" he stated
"Or it could be fantasy, o-oh"
"What could be a fantasy?" He murmured, voice filled with concern and curiosity
"Or maybe it's because.."
"Go on.."
"He needs me, he needs me"
"You're acting insane!" Bdubs hissed quietly, quietly enough for them to not hear us atleast.
"He needs me, he needs me"
"He needs me! he needs me!"
"What's goin' on with you lately?" He breathe, the curiosity in his mind already faded a while ago.
Dah de da da da da da da da da dah
It took me a bit to realize they were arguing.
*Grian pov*
"Are you actually serious!?" Bigb shrieked "all the cookies you gave ment nothing!?" He continued, I nodded calmly. "Who gives a gift, and a letter hinting that they want to be together, and then completely bail at the last second??" He screeched
"It's like a dime a dance"
"What are you going on about now?" He uttered out of frustration.
"I'll take a chance"
"Is that a yes?" He asked in excitement
"I will because he needs me"
"He doesn't seem like it" He drawled
"No one asked before"
"Before because they never needed me"
He guided those dark-oak-colored orbs to my blue eyes in disappointment as he sighed
"But he does!"
"I do too.." His foot flew back, followed by the other one, eyes looked down to the ground in sadness. Pity for him almost came to my heart but my love for Scar is stronger.
"Maybe because he's so alone"
"Maybe it's because he never had a home"
"..what?" Bigb used his remaining energy so he could create speech with his vocal cords to express confusion.
"Well, I would be your secret soulmate but.." "but!?" He screeched in confusion and frustration
A few memories suddenly struck me
"Scar, I am in your service until I lose my first life"
"He needs me, he needs me"
"Can we still be friends?"
"He needs me. he needs me."
"You can kill me." "What? No!"
"He needs me! he needs me!"
"I also do!" Bigb tried convincing me with a small whimper that vibrated from his vocal cords
"For once, for once in life"
He could tell that I didn't believe any of the fake whimpering. The blue shirted man didn't even bother to say a word after that.
"I finally felt"
"That someone needed me"
"And if it turns out to be real"
"It's not!" He yelled at me
"Then love can turn the wheel"
"Because.."
"He needs me, he needs me"
"Traitor..Traitor!"
"He needs me. he needs me."
"You may slay me, and take the enchanter.."
"He needs me! he needs me!"
"Oh, scar.."
Dah de da da da da da da da da dum
I saw scar around the corner, the vibrations from the speeches reached his ears. I quickly ran to him to give him a hug
Dah de da da da da da da da da dah
"Scar!"
"Grian!"
(Its weird how i can romancitize the most weirdest things that I find but when it actually comes to genuine romantic things I just find it weird or disgusting lmao)
