"I've had darker nights without you"
- a boy who's hanging on by a single thread
"Then let me be your light"
- a boy who is that single thread
Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
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(BtwthatdreamHehad is a hugereferencethroughout the whole storysodon't forget it)
Felix rolled around in his bed, twisting and turning as his mind kept him up
He groaned and grabbed his phone, squinting his eyes as he checked the time
He had a sick feeling in his stomach. Almost like some type of strong emotion was eating him from the inside
He set his phone back down next to him and turned around in his bed once again, sighing as he stared at the wall
Right at that moment he wanted to crawl into Hyunjin's bed and cuddle with him But he knew Hyunjin was either asleep or not in the mood
He had a feeling he was slowly tiring Hyunjin, pushing him more and more to his limit with his neediness everyday
In Felix's perspective, Hyunjin was like a pond and Felix was like the Sun. The more the Sun shines, the more it causes the pond to dry up and eventually die out
"There's a reason he constantly chooses Karina over you...you're too much for him...you're too much for everyone" Felix let out, looking down at his arm as tears weld up in his eyes
Hyunjin felt his heart crack once more at what he just heard. There was no way Felix actually thought that way about himself right?
He wanted to jump out of his bed and cuddle the male, make him feel safe and secure and loved. But he knew that that would only make the male cry once more
"Why are you still awake?" Hyunjin sighed, shifting in his bed aswell
Felix's eyes slightly widened, cursing at himself in his head as he turned in his bed. "Just couldn't sleep"
Without another word, Hyunjin stood up and walked to Felix's bed. He stood there and waited for the male to scoot over
He made himself comfortable once he climbed into the bed, pulling the male closer as he played with his hair with one hand and the other resting on his hip
"Why did you do it?" Hyunjin simply asked, hus voice close to cracking as he thought back at what happened.
"Why'd I do what?" Felix asked, faking confused just to avoid the guilt he felt
