An hour ago
"All I'm saying is, Strawberry milk is better. Argue with the wall bitch" Changbin spoke, sticking the straw through the hole he made on his Strawberry milk box
"You're wrong you dumb bitch. Your taste buds are just as fucked up as your brain" Jisung argued from behind the male
"And why are you speaking? Who added you in the argument? You damn tapeworm" Changbin clapped back
"Clearly you can't take your losses like man. Chocolate milk all the way. The fuck are you talking about?" Minho let out, his face showing how completely baffled he was
"Exactly what Lee know" Jisung pitched from behind them all
Changbin whipped his head back and narrowed his eyes at the Squirrel like male, scoffing as he turned his head back
"Obviously someone with no damn life would say that" Changbin muttered, endlessly sipping his milk
"What are you trying to say?"
"You're just a dick sucker with no personality" Changbin smirked, feeling proud of himself for getting under Jisung's skin
"I do have a personality! Now you're just being unnecessarily mean!"
"Like hell you have one—"
"I have fucking hobbies and a boyfriend!"
"Eating ass isn't a valid hobby, Jisung" Jeongin let out from beside Chan
"Who's side are you on?!" Jisung yelled, almost dropping his drink on the floor, his irritation only growing as Jeongin shrugged his shoulders
Chan spaced out of the conversation as he checked his phone for any notifications, his eyes narrowing as he got a certain text from Wooyoung
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<[Wooyoung]>
Bro, I was just on my way to see my mom during her night shift but your friends are in the hospital
<[Chan]>
Thanks for the heads up man, I appreciate it. Do you know what's wrong?
<[Wooyoung]>
Not really. It just seems like Hyunjin is wounded but Felix had some tears in his eyes too
<[Chan]>
We're on our way. Once again thanks man, we really appreciate it
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"Guys cut it out, we have somewhere to go" Chan spoke, his eyebrows knitting together as he slipped his phone back into his pocket
"What places? It's literally dark hour right
n—" Minho spoke but was soon cut off by Chan letting out a sigh of frustration
"For fuck's sake just listen before you speak. Hyunjin is in the hospital right now and Felix is too. We need to go" Chan let out, watching as the boys' faces twisted into worried expressions
*Fast forward to the present time*
"HYUNJIN! THE FUCK HAPPENED?!" Chan exclaimed, his hand still resting on the door knob as he panted
Felix and Hyunjin quickly separated from eachother, keeping a distance between them as Felix's head hung low
"W-What do you mean?" Hyunjin asked, still in a bit of a daze from what him and Felix were up to
"Holy shit...the fuck happened to your arm?" Jisung gasped, poking his head out from behind Chan as the others did the same
"Oh my god, your arm!" Jeongin gasped, holding his hand at his heart
"Did you get stitches?!" Minho dashed to his side, seemingly more worried than the rest were
"Stop fussing over it. It's not a big deal" Hyunjin shrugged it off, wincing in pain as a hand pressed down on the bandaged wound
"Don't fuss over it? It's not a big deal? Hyunjin, I don't fucking know what happened but you have a damn wounded arm. How am I supposed to not sorry about it?" Minho ran through his words, sitting down on the chair beside the bed
Felix created his throat and carefully hopped off the bed as he stood by Hyunjin's sides
"I told you already, it's nothing special. Just a deep cut" Hyunjin groaned, rubbing his temples with the tips of his fingers as he felt a hand tightly grab his thigh
"A deep fucking cut?! How deep?! How deep is deep?!" Minho panicked, his grip of the male's thigh tightening as his heart rate starting speeding up
"It was a mistake, please calm down. I'll explain if you just give me a chance—" is what Hyunjin said before he felt the hand on his thigh being pulled away along with Minho himself
Felix held onto Minho's wrist as he lead his out of the room and into the hallway, keeping his hold as tight as it was before
"What the hell man? He was about to explain" Minho quietly seethed before ripping his wrist out of the male's hold
"I'd rather I explain because I was the one who did it" He confessed, cringing at the few seconds of awkward silence
Minho chewed at the inside of his cheek as he tried to drag words of his mouth
"What the fuck did you do Felix?" He rasped, the confusing getting to his head and making him fill with unnecessary emotions He didn't understand
"I understand if you're pissed. I'm still pissed at myself for doing it" Felix admitted, clutching his eyes shut as heard nothing but silence from the male infront of him
"I understand if you don't want to be around me anymore. I fucking understand because I don't even know the damn reason I did it. I don't know anything anymore. I just- I don't understand why I did that. I should've just listened but I just- my fucking mind just told me...I was in panic and I don't fucking know what happened. One second he was coming close and the next I found myself swinging at him and I-I fucking cut him and he didn't care...he just held me and I...I didn't know what to do anymo—" his words were put on hold as a pair of arms wrapped around him
At the sudden form of embrace, he broke into a song of sobs. Tears ran down his face as his hand loosely wrapped around the male's torso
"Hey, it's not a big deal, ok?" Minho whispered, running his fingers through the male's brown hair
Felix let out a loud choked out sound of desperation as he felt another painful pang in his heart
He didn't understand. He didn't fucking understand why his emotions always fucked him over like this
He didn't understand why Hyunjin didn't just leave him when he had the chance. He didn't understand why Hyunjin still loved him
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Fanfiction"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
