"F...Felix?" Hyunjin stuttered, his eyes wide as he breathlessly stared at the male
As if it was in a flash, he felt his heart shatter into a million pieces at the sight before him
Felix had dark circles around his eyes, red-ish eyes from tears, messy hair and wet cheeks from crying
"Felix!" Hyunjin jolted to his feet, rushing to the male as he crouched down, about to pull the male into his arms when the male let out a gut wrenching scream
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" Felix jolted up on his feet, screaming as if he was begging for the male to hold him once again
"Felix I'm...I'm so sorry" the male choked out, trying to get close to the male once again but was met with the male's hand pushing against his chest
"DON'T COME NEAR ME!" He yelled, running his shaking hand through his hair, pushing the strands of hair that covered his eyes back, allowing Hyunjin to see his eyes clearly
His pupils were constricted, his iris shook and vibrated at fast pace as the white around them turned a faint red from crying so much
It only broke Hyunjin more to see that he was the cause of this, but it was his chance to fix it
"Lixxie come back to me" He let out, taking slow steps closer to the male as Felix started to breathe heavier
"STOP...PLEASE! OR..." his eyes darted from every corner of the room, landing on a pair of sharp scissors that freely layed in the center of his bed
He grabbed the scissors with his shaky hand and put his arm in the air, holding it tight as if he was about to stab the male
"I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!" He threatened, his heart hurting at every word he said
He had gone insane, but it was expected. After all the shit he's been through for the past couple of years, you'd expect him to be in a mental hospital already
From his aunt dying infront of him, to the separation from his maniacal grandparents, to the bullying throughout middle school, to his ex cheating on him.
From his cousin getting arrested infront of him, to the drug and alcohol abuse, to his trusted uncles molesting him, to his parents disowning him and now to losing the one person who had kept him going
He had every right to somehow become a serial killer and kill everyone he felt deserved it. He had every right kill his family, he had every right to kill Hyunjin
But he wouldn't kill them, especially Hyunjin. He had gotten top attached to Hyunjin. Hyunjin was his life support. Killing him was like committing suicide
"Felix put the scissors down" Hyunjin gulped, raising his arms in a calming motion as he timidly rook a step closer to the male
"HYUNJIN PLEASE STAY AWAY! I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU!" He cried loud, almost dropped the object as his hands started to rapidly shake
"Felix...put it down" He muttered once again, sweat rolling down his bare torso as he came closer to the male
Hyunjin gulped once again, boldly rushing to the male in more of a running form as he dropper his arms a bit lower
Felix panicked, letting out a short scream as his hand subconsciously swung forward, hearing the male grunt before he was captured in Hyunjin's arms
He dropped the scissors, tears starting to roll down his dried up face as his body shook in the familiar form of embrace
Oh how much he missed Hyunjin's hugs the hugs that could instantly light up his world, the hugs that could instantly erase all of Felix's past trauma
All he needed was a hug full of comfort and affection, something his parents weren't capable of giving him
He was washed down with a mix of emotions but one stuck out in particular once he heard the male grunt in pain
His eyes darted to the side, widening even more ,which seemed imposed, as they were met with a stream of blood flowing down the males shoulder
"H...Hyunjin I'm so s... I'm so sorry I didn't- I didn't mean to hurt yo—"
"It's fine" He spoke, sucking in a deep breath through his nose. "It's just a bit of blood" He muttered, letting that breath go as he shut his eyes tight
At that very moment, all Felix could do was break out into tears, wrapping his arms tightly around Hyunjin's torso as he cried into the crook of the male's neck
Hyunjin's heart only pained more as he felt Felix's chest move in a weird way from his irregular breathing pattern caused by the tears
As if his heart didn't hurt enough, the wound that stretched from his shoulder to the higher part of his bicep started to hurt aswell
It wasn't as deep as he expected it to be, it just stung like hell and leaked more blood than anticipated
As much as it hurt his cut, his lifted his arm and entangled his fingers in Felix's hair, holding the back of his head as his other hand rubbed circles on his back
Hyunjin was taken by suprise as Felix's body suddenly went limp, catching the male as they both kneeled to the ground
Whilst holding the male tight, Hyunjin scooted backwards until he felt his back press against the cold wall
He pulled Felix into his lap, letting the male's legs rest at his sides as his arms hung on his shoulder, serving as a pillow for his own head as he continued to let out unending tears
Just as Hyunjin thought he'd be doing this for another few hours, Felix pulled away and wiped his tears away with a choke escaping his lips
The second their eyes met, Hyunjin felt like they were alone, only the two of them existed in the whole universe
Felix looked into Hyunjin's eyes, finding something that he really was searching for ever since he was young
Undying love
He leaned in, their noses now a few millimeters apart as a breath escaped Hyunjin's lips, sending chills down Felix's spine
It didn't take much time for Hyunjin to realize what the male wanted but he was still held back by a sentence he needed to say
"I'm so sorry Li—" He was cut of by Felix's finger pressing against his thick bottom lip, being the only thing that kept them apart
"Don't make me hate you again...okay?" Felix said, his eyes not detaching from Hyunjin's lips
His finger fell down as his hand cupped the male's cheek, caressing his cheek as Hyunjin did the same to Felix's hips
And at the moment, Felix softly layed his lips onto Hyunjin's lips, feeling a foreign feeling erupt in his stomach
It was love. True love
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Fanfiction"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
