(A/N: Okay after some feedback from you guys, I decided to give it a good ending and then a heart-breaking alternative ending. Be happy or I swear I will cut your balls off <33
Not proof read!!
Also, listen to 'Dark Red' by Steve Lacy (important), and (optional) 'Pink + White' by Frank Ocean!!!
Enjoy)
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Hyunjun?
There's a Hyunjun on campus?
He shrugged his shoulders, too devasted at the death of the sweet lady to be scanning his memory for mentions of someone named Hyunjun
He sat alone in the moderately full waiting section, thoughts drowned out by music blasting in his ears as anxiety filled him once again
He hated it so much
He hated thinking that the others wouldn't welcome him back with open arms
After all, he didn't tell a single soul that he left, let alone the reason as to why he traveled to another country at night
He didn't expect them to be calm about it. He didn't expect them not to ask questions either. He knew it wouldn't just be smiles and hugs
He knew they'd be pissed. He knew they'd blame him. They knew they'd pry until they got an answer but he himself wasn't sure if he was capable of telling the truth
Stop fucking overthinking, it's annoying
He looked back down at his phone, seeing a text notification pop up on the top of his screen
<Hurricane Karina 🌪>
Are you on your way?
•Seen•
You don't have to rush yk
•Seen•
We'll wait if me have to
•Seen•
Take your time if needed
•Seen•
He furrowed his eyebrows, somewhat confused as to what the woman was babbling on about
But he set it aside. It wasn't the right time to be overthinking everything around him. He just needed to relax
If he stressed himself out, he wouldn't know if he would get on that flight or not
And he himself knew that the only thing he wanted to do right now was get on that flight and go back home to his friends who considered family
And Felix, his one and only love. The one who gave him reason and meaning. The one he feared he'd lose one day
"Fuck. Stop overthinking" He repeated, slapping his palms onto his face as his fingers rubbed the inner corners of his eyes
"What the fuck is up with me today?" He sighed, slumping back into the metal seat, deciding to concentrate his thoughts on the song he'd been listening to
Something bad is 'bout to happen to me
I don't know it, but I feel it coming
Might be so sad, might leave my nose running
I just hope she don't wanna leave me
He found himself drowning in the music, tapping his foot on the ground, subtly bobbing his head to the slow beat as his mind created a new world
A world where he'd been standing in a field, surrounded by sunflowers and gentle world
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Fanfiction"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
