"I've had darker nights without you"
- a boy who's hanging on by a single thread
"Then let me be your light"
- a boy who is that single thread
Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
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Listen to gilded lily by cults
"Was that good enough for you?" Karina asked, tracing patterns on Hyunjin's chest with her finger
"You did good" Hyunjin whispered, planting a kiss on her forehead as he stroked her hair
Although he did manage to have fun with the female, he still felt some uneasy feeling in himself all the way through
It had been there ever since he came over, bit it had only been bothering as soon as he kissed her but he didn't know why
"Hyunnie?" She said, tilting her head as she looked at the zoned out male
"Yeah? Sorry, I was lost in thought" Hyunjin said, continuing to play with her hair
"What were you thinking about?" She asked, shifting closer to him as she layed on top of him
"Just...just thinking about you" He lied, wrapping his arms around her waist
"You're so romantic...I love it" She said, tracing along the border of his chest tattoo
"I like this one, what does it symbolize?" Karina asked, pointing at the padlock tattoo with a heart shaped keyhole tattooed onto his chest, where his heart is
"Oh, it's a tattoo I got four years ago with my bestfriend. He has a heart shaped key tattooed onto his chest too" Hyunjin said, thinking of the day the day they got it
They got them the day after Felix's first suicide attempt. It Hyunjin's idea, the design itself aswell
Just like a padlock needs a key to be free, Hyunjin needs Felix in order to be free
"Who is it? Chan? Minho? Jeongin?" She guessed, kissing the tattoo and looking back at him
"Felix" He answered
She sighed and rolled her eyes, calling Felix a bitch under her breath
"I have something I need to ask you" She said, shaking of her annoyance and once again putting a smile on her face
"Ask away"
She shifted closer to him, her face hovering just above his
"Will you be my boyfriend?" She asked, kissing his cheek and looking back at him
Hyunjin went silent for a second. It was the moment he's been waiting for for a while but for some reason he couldn't mutter the words yes
