3 weeks later
"Hush baby, you'll be fine" Changbin whispered, stroking the top of Felix's head as the said male clutched onto the older's shirt
Felix's heart was fucking him over more than Hyunjin was, or maybe he just thought he was
An aching sensation lingered within his body, rotting all that was sweet and hopeful
Rotting all that he knew as love for his boyfriend who never returned despite the promise he made
"I-I" the poor male hiccuped, "Want him back" he cried out, tears stinging his soft skin "My Hyunjin"
"I'm sorry I have to say it, but face it Felix" Changbin lifted the male's head up, his hands softly carding the male's cheeks as his thumbs rubbed calming motions onto his soft and wet skin
"He said that he'd come back in four days and...it's been almost four weeks since he left" the male stated
Upon the words, Felix really realized how much time had passed while he was lying around in bed, crying the hours of the days away and a single male circulated his brain like a toy train
He let out a pained cough, followed by a cry of defeat as his forehead collided with Changbin's chest once again
Though he was just given a reality check, he didn't want to believe it. He still had atleadt a bit of faith that Hyunjin would pop up one day and they would be in eachother's arms like they were before he left
'Why would he leave me?' He thought to himself, his eyes leaking endless streams of tears onto the older friend's chest
And like fuel added to a fire of endless pain, sudden memories of the male's words came to mind, his love sick voice spewing confessions over the phone
Felix would do anything to just hold him, kiss his soft rosy lips as they reassure eachother, and tell eachother that they mean the world to eachother
He wanted all of him, yet at the moment he had nothing but painful yet blissful memories
"He'll come back" he tried reassuring himself despite the obvious signs that what they had in the past was infact the past
"You need to move on Lixie" and despite the smaller male's quivers and deep cries, he pushed and pushed but for what he thought was for the male's own good
"You need to be happy...without him"
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"Oh, I can't be happy without him. He's my everyday" Hyunjin said, grabbing hold of a box his little brother passed over to him
"Therefore, you're love sick" Hoyeon stated, taste hold of two more boxes, stacked on top of eachother
The three made their way to the lounge, setting the boxes down with the rest of the brown boxes neatly stacked and places
Hyunjin huffed as he sat down on one of the comfortable single couches, pulling a specific box closer to himself
His fingers gentle held the edges of the outside flaps, lifting all four to the sides as he revealed the contents of the box
His hands hesitantly took hold of a small picture frame, surrounding a picture of his late sister, him and Ni-ki in their teenage years
It was a picture of the two twin siblings clearly stoned on some or other substance, and Ni-ki peacefully sipping on a Capri-Sun
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Fanfiction"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
