(A/N: not proof read!! But try to enjoy!!)
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1 month later
It had been two months seen Felix had last seen the man he previously called his boyfriend
His life line
His reason
With the promise of return broken, or so he assumed it was, he lead himself into another man's arms, a replacement that looked more like a replica of Hyunjin
But Felix didn't want to accept and admit that he was infact a copy and paste of him because of his newly formed pride
He didn't want to admit that the only reason he might've felt some kind of love for this new man, was because he resembled Hyunjin too much
"Baby" though some time had passed since they started dating, that same gut wrenching feelings never seemed to fade each time he'd call him a pet name
It's just not the same
"Yes?" The male replied, walking out into the mini lounge area as he dragged on a white hoodie
He walked over to the shorter male who had prepared two places of chocolate pancakes for the two
And iron enough, it was the breakfast Hyunjin adored so much, he made it anytime he could for the brunette and himself
"Breakfast is ready" He said, moving out the way to show the slight set table, cups of coffee alongside the plates
Hyunjun's lips formed into a smile of relief and bliss as he waddled his way to the shorter, wrapping his arms around the male's waist as he kissed his soft cheek
"You're the best, Lix"
Felix gulped at the nickname, the same nickname Hyunjin would always call him. But this wasn't the time. He was trying to get over him, not let him get under his skin
He looked up at the male who's face was just a few centimeters away from him, scanning for the small little mole under his eyes that was never there to begin with
He's not Hyunjin
He carded the male's soft blonde hair between his fingers, running them through the locks, noticing it got a bit longer
"You should dye your hair black. It'll make you look hotter than ever" Felix commented, watching the male's smile widen in the slightest bit. "Will i look pretty to you?" Hyunjun asked
"Ofcourse you will" Felix caressed the male's cheek. "My pretty little Hyunjin"
"It's Hyunjun, not Hyunjin" the male giggled, though Felix's soft smile dropped. "Shit. I'm so...I'm so sorry I-"
"It's alright. It's actually easy to get them confused" Hyunjun reassured the male, letting go of him before he sat down on one of the chair
Felix stood still like he was frozen on the floor, still in disbelief at what he had just said. He felt like an asshole
"And I guess I'll take your suggestion" the taller added on, biting a big chunk out of his pancake. "I'll dye it black. I'm sick of blonde"
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Felix and his boyfriend were now sat in Chan and Seungmin's dorm, alongside the other six friends of Felix's
They sat together, laughing at jokes being thrown around like a hot potato, hands occupied by board game characters
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Fiksi Penggemar"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
