Empty.
Is what Felix felt
He'd been laying in his bed for the past two days, staring at the clock and hoping that four days would pass by fast
Seing his lover waited at the end of that long time period
It was getting so hard for the male to cry. He'd been crying every second of the day, tears seemed to love the feeling of sliding down his face
He was layed down on his back, his phone buzzing with notifications from different apps and probably his worried friends
Each tick of the clock was drowned out with the sound of a new crack forming on his heart
It had been like that for a while, the mental pain didn't hurt as much as it did at first, or maybe he just got used to it
He slowly shut his eyes as the clock ticked, starting another hour for what felt like the millionth time
It seemed time hated him almost as much as he hated himself
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Ni-ki layed his eyes on both his mother and Hyunjin kneeled on the ground, his brother desperately taking in breaths between sobs as his mother wrapped her arms around him
He stood there, hands still shaking rapidly as he felt his throat go dry
He had never seen his brother in this state, and quite frankly, he never wished to see it again
All blood was drained from his body as he watched Hyunjin jolt up to his feet and run towards him, not taking another second before pulling Ni-ki into his arms
Ni-ki's chin rested on the male's shoulder and Hyunjin endlessly sobbed into the crook of his neck
Hyunjin felt like shit
He knew he was a disappointment to his family but crying in his brother's touch made him feel even more pathetic
But what could he do about it?
He was beyond breaking point, a point he never wanted anyone to see
He tightened his grip around Ni-ki before he pulled him away and cupped his face
Ni-ki let out a choked up cry as he came face to face with his brother, Hyunjin's pupils constricted as they vibrated, whites bleeding into a red colour as his lips quivered
"I...I'm so sorry Ni-ki"
His eyes diverted to his mother who kneeled on the ground, her hands clutched together as he mumbled incoherent words while she loudly sobbed
Never in his life has he seen his family in this state and he wished he never did
"Ma" his voice cracked as he attempted to jolt to her when his face was suddenly snapped forward once again
"Please listen to me..." Hyunjin begged, and Ni-ki could've sworn he saw the desperation in his brother's eyes shine as his voice cracked
He gulped as his watched tears stream the male's face, synchronizing with his own that slowly rolled down his cheeks
"You need to leave Vegas. You need to go elsewhere because...because I don't want you to be next" the male pleaded
Ni-ki stood still, mind still buzzing while he tried to understand what exactly was happening
"I can't...I can't leave Vegas. I can't leave my family—"
"WHAT FAMILY?!" Hyunjin suddenly snapped, pulling his arms away from the male
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Fanfiction"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He could...
