Never Have I Ever

• Chapter Twenty- Seven •

"Babe, look at this one." Faiyaz showed me his phone. It was another couples' Halloween costume. This one was Captain Hook and Peter Pan. My eyes instantly went to the boy in the green tights and I laughed. I'm definitely not gone Peter Pan I know they for fucking sure. I'd look dumb as fuck in green leggings.

I lifted my head and raised an eyebrow, "Don't they hate each other, though?"

Faiyaz shrugged and turned the phone away, "So? It's still cute." I nodded. So far he's shown me Batman and Robin, a cop and a convict, and something else I couldn't remember.

"We don't even have Halloween plans, yet."

"So? It's college. We'll find something."

We've been held up in my room, cuddled on my bed for like three hours now. Faiyaz was tucked into my side with his head on my chest and one leg thrown over mine. My arm was gingerly behind his back with my hand just gently rubbing his ass. We were pretty fucking comfortable, I could live just like this.

We had no more classes for the day so why not just spend time with each other. Neither of us had a car, so that made going out kind of hard, but we had plans later to go out to eat at this little pizza place that was off campus. Faiyaz picked it and said it was really good.

"I don't care, Fai, just pick one." I told him. I haven't had an actually Halloween costume since I was a kid, for real, usually an all black outfit with a little fake blood was good enough for parties, But Faiyaz insisted, "I didn't even know you went to parties. I've never seen you at any back home."

"I was there. You were up your boyfriend's ass, remember?" He shot back.

"Oh," I laughed, "I honestly forgot about that nigga." I haven't thought about Jay in months. I thought he was the most complicated thing in my life, but it seems I found my own relationship complications all on my own.

"Funny. He told you to convince me to get with him and you fucked me instead." I squeezed his side, teasingly.

Faiyaz moved his head and looked up at me, "That wasn't the plan." He smiled innocently. The glint in his eyes told me otherwise.

"Oh, so inviting me to your room and trying to suck my dick, wasn't apart of your plan?" He shook his head, "And talking to me for months, wasn't either?"

"Shut up, Gavin." He pouted. I brought my hand down hard on his ass. His pout quickly turned into a giggle. Yeah, he knew he was wrong for that.

"Wanna go now?" He asked. I didn't want to, but my stomach was starving.

I sighed, "I guess so." I groaned when his warmth left me. Did I even want fucking pizza? I rolled over my stomach, facing the wall. I wasn't going.

Faiyaz grabbed my shoulder and forced me back on my back, "Stop complaining and stand up." He grabbed my arm and yanked me up right. I lifted up and draped myself over him.

I wrapped my arms around him and bent down to his ear. "Ooh, bossy Faiyaz. I think I like this." I kissed his ear.

"Don't start. I'm hungry." He pulled away.

I rubbed my face. We were already dressed, but then Faiyaz pulled on my bomber jacket, "I'm never gonna get that back am I?"

"Nope, that's the fun of dating. Everything yours is mine." He leaned over and kissed me. He went to pull away, but I quickly grabbed the collar of his jacket, deepening the kiss. I cupped his ass with both hands and squeezed.

I pulled away. His face was flushed and his bottom lip had swollen slightly. "Okay, we can go now."

"I hate you."

"Nah, you really don't." I flung my arm over his shoulders.

We walked like that the whole way to the pizzeria. It made me realize that I liked this. I liked us. I had a good thing going with Fai and I shouldn't be fucking it up all because I had feelings for Eric. They didn't matter anyway, I'd never get to hold Eric like this in public.

We were just getting somewhere, but could ghost me at anytime. He did it before and nothing is stopping him from doing it again. Hudson was one thing, but everything Eric said about Drea was in the back of my mind. Messy or not, I couldn't have shit getting back to Faiyaz.

It was actually an Italian restaurant and not a regular pizza spot like I thought it would be. It wasn't fancy or nothing, though, I knew this shit was more than the $2 slices I could afford. My mom kept me on a strict budget.

"You ain't tell me it was a real restaurant." I told him as soon the hostess left from our table to get our drinks.

He shrugged, "I know what you thinking. I got it, don't even trip." He smiled and I relaxed in my chair.

My phone lit up and it was a text from Hudson. I showed Faiyaz, "Look."

He grabbed the phone from my hands and read the text, "I told you we'd find something to do for Halloween. Now I can get our costumes." He smirked at me. I groaned because I knew what the fuck he was thinking.

I shook my head, "I'm not wearing green fucking tights." That wasn't even up for debate.

"Shut up, I wasn't even thinking that." He lied, "Maybe the cop one."

Halloween was only a week away so we had time to go to a Spirit Halloween or something and get one.

His hair was falling into his face as he looked at the party flyer. I just wanted to brush it back for him so I could stare at his face without distractions.

I reached for Fai's hand but he yanked it out of reach. Without even looking at me he pushed back from the table, making a loud screech as he forced it back. My phone hit the table hard as fuck and without even looking at me Faiyaz stormed away from me.

"Faiyaz!"

What the fuck just happened? We didn't even get our fucking drinks either. I ignored the funny looks as I chased after him.

I didn't have to go that far because he was standing right outside the door off to the side a little. He turned on his heels and I flinched back a little at the sheer anger on his face.

"Why is Eric sending you pictures of his dick?"