Style (stan x kyle) dude you're not a failure..

29- lack of sleep

"Kyle??? Baby keep your eyes open for me" "you're doing great ky, Just don't close your eyes"

Fuck fuck fuck

He closed his eyes.

I'm losing him...

"FUCK" I jolted my head forward from my pillow, gasping for breath i clutched my chest.

I took a few deep breaths "shit" I mumbled slightly disorientated.

I grabbed my phone of the nightstand

3:42

Why does this keep Happening?

Ever since my asshole of a 'dad'.. shot Kyle, I've been having these shitty flashback nightmares.

Replaying the scene in my head over and over.

I refuse to fall asleep because I don't want to rewatch that scene again,

But when I finally succumb to my sleepiness I have the nightmare, wake up and can't go back to sleep.

I've had barely any sleep for the past Couple of weeks

I know it's not healthy

And I should probably see a doctor or therapist

But I don't want to bother anyone with my problems.

I opened my messages

Ky<3: hey ky, how are you x

It's only been a day since I've seen him, but ever since .. I just want to see how he is every second minute, and hour of the day.

Guess I'm just feeling protective.

Kyles PoV

I closed the book and let out a loud breath of relief.

"Finally" I muttered

I was attempting to get myself ahead in all classes again, I think I was just trying to distract myself from the past few events in my life.

As if doing so, I didn't realise how late it was.

04:00

One text from Stanley <3:
Hey ky, how are you x

Why's he up so late I wondered while smiling at the message.

Stanley<3: I'm fine Stan, don't worry about me why are you still up x

I text him back, shortly followed by his reply

Stanley <3: I could ask the same :) wanna meet xx

I thought for a few seconds, it was a Saturday so I guess I can manage as long as I don't wake my parents up.

I replied

Stanley <3: sure be there in 20 xx

I grabbed my hat, coat and gloves, before quietly sneaking down the stairs as I went to open the front door a sudden voice made me jump.

"What are you doing?" I turned around Ike stood there with a massive smirk on his face.

"Ike.. don't tell mum ok I'm going stans. I'll do anything" I begged him not to tell on me.

"$20" he smiled

I rolled my eyes

"Fine there's $20 on my desk, alright see ya" I waved before closing the door, in a rush.

I text Stan to let him know I was here, just in case Sharon was home, I don't want to wake her up.

I listened to the fumbling of keys and a door unlock.