Style (stan x kyle) dude you're not a failure..

37- change in demeanour?

It's been 3 months.

I'm finally being released from this fucked up place

Hell on earth.

I can't even begin to fathom the shit that's happened

I've left this place with more trauma than when I came in.

One good thing though is I'm not even craving alcohol as I'm to busy thinking about the shitty things that have gone on.

I haven't spoken to Kyle, Kenny or my mum in a month.

The longer I've been here the more pissed of I got at them for sending me away.

I was hurt.

And I refused to speak to them, they'd all turn up on visiting days but I'd never appear.

I needed time.

"Here are the clothes you came with" the nurse handed me my clothes.

Feels nice to see some colour.

"And that's all" I nodded before walking out the door.

I turned back one last time to see the miserable building

Remembering all the painful memories, I can't even process and unwrap yet

I let out a sigh of relief and smiled for the first time in 3 months.

"Finally."

Kyles Pov

Todays the day stans being released

He has refused to speak to me Kenny or his mum in a month

I think he feels hurt and betrayed

It's been hard not speaking to him, I feel like I've lost him

And I guess I'm partially to blame for that

The ward let us know the time he was being released, so we'd know when to pick him up.

His mum pulled up to the building

I could see Stan sat on the edge of a wall staring into the distance.

He looked so skinny it was really concerning.

I don't know how this is going to go, as he's refusing to speak to us.

Stans Pov

Oh I didn't know they were picking me up

I was just going to walk, I didn't care if it was an hours walk,

It would've gave me time to clear my head 

Hesitantly I jumped of the wall and headed towards the car.

I opened the door and sat down next to Kenny who was in the back

Silence

A hi would be fucking nice

"Hi" I spoke breaking the silence

"How are you sweetie?" My mum asked

Should I say what I really think or lie

I'll probably get sent back to the ward if I speak my true feelings.

"Fine I'm fine"

Lie.

"We missed you" Kenny spoke up

Yes missed me so fucking much you sent me away for 3 months

"Yeah..yeah me too" I spoke nonchalantly