Bill & Me

Part 9 Chapter 2

Im so sorry I'm late! School starts again so I've got less time to write but I'm doing my best! Here is part 8! Enjoy!

Fuck here we go again...

What can I do now?? I need to call bill, now. My head hurts.. I feel bad, anxious.
I gotta call him.. My head is hurting..

“hey y/n ?
-bill!
-what?!
-Chris called me. He said that the cops will never find him. *breath louder *
-oh fuck.. Listen y/n, don't panic okay? Its okay, calm down please..
-im scared! I don't want him to kill you.
-don't worry please, I'm here, calm down ok?
-okay..
-hmm..
-are you going to take care of me?
-i won't.
-wh-what?
-i won't take care of you y/n.
-bill? What are you saying?
-i am saying that I won't take care of you.
You think I am kind? well it was your imagination, today I was with Chris, he explained to me things. Now I understand why Samuel wanted to kill you, he was right. I am with Chris now, and we're going to visit you at the hospital.
-what??-”
He hangs up.
Fuck no, what the fuck is wrong with him?
I need help, now. They're gonna kill me.
I'm sweating, I'm breathing louder and louder, my hearts beats so fast.
The door opens.
“good evening y/n, we are here like i promised.” he smiles and Chris winks at me. They close the door.
I scream as loud as I can.

“hey y/n !! What is happening? Hey? Answer!
-get away from me bill!
-y/n ! It's me, Bill!
-yeah i know who you are, you fucking betrayed me! Get away now!!”
I need help.
A nurse, yes a nurse! I see her.
“HELP ME PLEASE HE'S GOING TO KILL ME.”
the nurse comes.
“y/n ? What is wrong?
-bill! He wants to kill me!
-bill wants to kill you? But why you say that? He came to you cause we called him when you fainted and we explained that Chris called you and that you were so anxious that you fainted.
-hm? i fainted?
-yes? he came to you to comfort you.
-but no! I called him after Chris and he said he'll come to kill me.
-y/n, this is impossible, after Chris called you, you fainted immediately.
I guess you had a nightmare.
-a nightmare..?
-Bill doesn't want to kill you, he wants to help you.”
She looks at bill. I look at bill.
I see sadness in his eyes.
“y/n, you don't trust me?”
I feel bad, did i hurt him?
The nurse leaves. Bill comes to me, he has this sadness look. He seats on my bed.
“bill im sorry, I did a dream. You wanted to kill me with Chris.
-how could I kill you? I love you and I'm trying my best to get this mental guy away from you.
-forgive me, this dream seemed so real..
-i forgive you y/n, well no problem.
What happened with Chris before you faint?
-well.. He said that the cops will never find him.
-fuck.. He is mental. We have to get over it. We have to ignore him.
-but I'm scared for you bill!
-and I'm scared as well for you! That's why we need to help each other to not be anxious.”
He comes closer and give me a kiss.
His smell is so good, I feel safe.
I can touch his pretty hair. It's smooth.
And his lips are so sweet.
He smiles to me.
“well, I'm gonna leave you cause you need to sleep! It's 10 pm.
-10 pm?? But it was 8 pm when Chris called!
-yes but you fainted, i waited for you to wake up.”
He kisses my cheek and says goodbye.
To be honest, I don't want him to leave, but he has to.. And I guess I'm safe in the hospital.
I close my eyes, try to calm down and thing about my band, i fall asleep calmly.

Wednesday 28th August

8am

“good morning y/n!
-good morning bill-? Hum? Gustav.
-yes it's me, I came to you!
-oh that's sweet! Where is Bill?
-he will come to you at 2pm cause he wants to go out with you.
-oh okay! Why did you come though?
-i heard about yesterday and I wanted you to wake up and have company, i wanted you to feel okay. I thought it'll help you to see me.
-oh of course it does! I was surprised that's all, this is the first time that you come to me alone! That's sweet.
- Tom and Georg are too lazy to get up, they felt asleep late yesterday.
-hahaha I know these boys!
-by the way, the first of September, in the morning, me and georg are going to bring you with us to buy bill and tom's gifts.
-oh yes! I cant wait!
-you should eat your breakfast!”
I nod with a disgusted look, he winks at me while laughing.