IM BACK BITCHES!! (not that you really care...i'll just get into the chapter.😭)
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Johnnie's POV:
It's been about an hour since me and Jakes neck kissing escapade, we're still on the couch, laying down and our limbs tangled together. Now we're just silently basking in each other's presence, not even tempted to move in the slightest, (obviously something in our dinamic has changed, I can't pinpoint exactly what. But I know I'm absolutely loving it.).
I sigh shift my body a little, see as my head was on Jake's chest, now it's resting just in the crook of his neck (this is nice,) I start to think sweetly. but not before a darker thought takes over (you don't deserve this. He probably doesn't even actually like you and is just tricking himself into thinking he does out of pity.) I let out an uneven sigh and try my best to ignore thoughts, even though I do feel as though they're right.
"Hey are you alright.?" I hear Jake ask me quietly, but I know he's actually worried due to his tone. (The fact that he knows me so well hurts even more.)
"Yeah I'm fine." I say sharply, not wanting to dump even more of my personal problems onto Jake. I quickly (but smoothly,) get up off him and try to walk back to my room. I get about 4 steps away then I feel Jake's hand carefully engulf my wrist, it doesn't hurt my cuts as much as it did last time, considering they are beginning to scab over now. I try to move anyway but his grip just tightens lightly when I try. "Jake. Let go." He (kinda surprisingly), does what I ask him, but he's still really close to me (he's not gonna drop it is he?!) "Johnnie." Is all he says at first then looks me dead in the eyes, with those stupid beautiful eyes of his.
Then he continues, "you know you can tell me anything, right.? Whatever is bothering you, it doesn't matter when, it doesn't matter what. I'll always be there, you can tell me anything."
I flush and start to feel that burning feeling in my stomach again, I get a bit embarrassed so I feel like I have to tear my gaze off him, "ha.ha." I chuckle dryly as a response "I'm not gonna lie, that's kinda cringe Jake.." I say, while looking back at him with a small smile. And considering the look of a sapressed giggle on his face he knows I really am grateful for him.
"Fine. I'll drop it" Jake say giving me a small sad smile, "but if anything ever gets even the slightest bit too much tell me, ok.?" He frowns his brows "ok." I know exactly what he meant (and that made me feel sick. Knowing that for the first time, since my mom cought me in 8th grade, some had saw me cutting, why is it that, that someone had to be my best friend! whom I have feelings for..?)
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HIII, sorry I've been MISSING for like...almost a month 💀 school has been kicking my a$$ HARD BUT I finally started kicking it back👍🏼 also my fall break starts next week (so basically this Friday)
YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!?
VIDEO GAMES
Nah jk I'm just messing with ya (kinda I will be playing way to much smite, btw if you've never played smite: battle ground of the gods, are you really living your best life?!!)
But on a serious note, I will be putting out 2 or more chapters during fall break so look out for those.
OK!
BYEBYE!!!
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Unexpected love //Jake and Johnnie\\ (Webbert)
FanfictionPLEASE READ DESC!! This is a fanfiction between jake Webber and Johnnie guilbert. it will be told in ALL Johnnie's POV Johnnie is going through a hard time. he hates every part of himself, no one will ever love him, at least. that's what he thinks...
