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Next day, At home, 10 am,

I just woke up from sleep. Came back home around 4 am today. And now I'm hungry again. I make myself some steamy Rice and curry, and end the suffering.

Laying down on my sofa, I remember what happened just a few hours ago. Which now seems to be a long time. I slept hard huh!?

I lay on my stomach and grab the dairy and a pen from the shelf. I start writing,

"I met MIN YOONGI, this time at the convenience store near my hospital. Its the second time. Seeing him that upclose made my heart beat so fast that I couldn't imagine can happen.
The first day we met, PARK JIMIN was there also!!!!
It seems weird to call him PARK JIMIN, as I always simp for him as younger brother of mine. So, Jimin introduced himself at the last point. When they were leaving. I couldn't talk to him or them, to say how much I admire them and their music and BTS!

WAIT, OOO NOOOOO!!!!!!
I could've just tell that yesterday when I accidentally met Yoongi again!!!!!
I'm soo stupid! How can I forget these simple things!!!
Now I'm regreting hard!

But....
The thing is, I don't understand, and I can't process farther with what he told me,
"We should go on another date. I enjoyed it today."

What am I supposed to understand from it Min Yoongi?!?! You should've made it clear right?!? You aren't allowed to make my heart sway like this!!! >:(

Huh! Anyways!....

[ I wanna meet again! Of course I'm not complaining :) ]"

I close my dairy with a shy smile on. And then, I guess I'm officially broken! Pressing my face on the pillow I scream a bit.

Yn: Aaaaaaaaaugh! Min Yoongi!!!!! IT'S NOT FARE.....

Yoongi's POV,

IT'S NOT FARE, IF IT'S JUST ME WHO CAN'T SLEEP!!!

Aaaghhhh! Why did I have to give my beanie to her?!?! I could've just give another one from my car!!! It was such a cliche move Yoongi!!!

Will it be enough to make her think about me? 0.0?

I'm laying on my chair in my studio. The editing tab is on. But I can't focus. I'm facing a very severe block this time. This is the first time it's staying this long. And it's stressing me out.

Just 5 months are due for our upcoming comeback. And I couldn't even comeplete one song properly!!!!! Even though Namjoon and Shiyuk is working on some works. But...

My deadline is coming too!

And since the night I saw that girl, I'm constantly thinking about her. Sht man! My empty brain took a good interest in her! Maybe it's just a phase and will go away soon?

But I just told her, we should go on a date!!

"What am I gonna do?? Why are you constantly in my head Dr. Yn!?"

Namjoon: "Dr. Yn? Is in your head? °.°?"

Yoongi: *embarrassed* Oo? Joon? *clears throat* C-come here.

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