Can we talk

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*sorry for this misspelling ima have to prod read all of these later.

April 7th
Beyoncé
2:45

"Mommy I'm hungry" blue said looking up at me from her iPad. We were just at home chilling with everyone home. Amariana hasn't spoken to me or given me the chance to even speak to her and I have to say I'm not ok,the way I was talking to her makes me feel like a horrible mother it's not her fault she can't help it.

"Ok baby I'll make lunch can you go see if your sisters is hungry" she noded her head getting up from the couch running off as I stood up myself going into the kitchen. I pulled out some chicken nuggets and a pan. I felt arms around my waist and a head on my shoulder with lips against my neck

"Hi baby" Shawn whispered to me still holding me

"Hi"i said above a whisper

"Cooking?"

"Yeah blue got hungry I told her to see if Amariana was as well" I said putting the nuggets on the pan after turning on the oven

"Baby I know what your thinking" he said turning me around I shook my head and looked down

"I just wanna make things right"

"And you will you both will you don't know what's coming to you bey" he smiled I scrunched my face lost

"What do you mean?"

"You'll see just wait it out bey she loves you she'll come around" I scoffed and riled my eyes Turing back around

"Easy for you to say"

"What are you talking about?" He moved back from me some 

"I heard her say I love you too daddy Shawn don't act dumb with me right now" I said on the verge of tears still putting the food on the pan he grabbed my hand stoping me and I closed my eyes before turning to face him

"Listen bey I'm sorry you had to hear it that way but I don't wanna say I didn't want it to happen because I know I did but that doesn't mean your less of her mother just because she doesn't call you it doesn't mean anything but I'm serious bey just wait it out" he smiled kissing my head. I wanna know why is he smiling about this?

"So how does it feel?" I asked whiping my eyes

"How does what feel?" He was rubbing arms

"How does of feel to have her calling you dad" I smiled weakly tryna to be positive

"Honestly, I couldn't ask for it to come faster im happy but it feels normal it's the way it supposed to be" i noded my head and chuckled

"I finally got her up she was sleeping like a baby vampire in the dark" blue said in the kitchen dragging sleepy Amariana.

"If you must know the bathroom light was on" Amariana said sitting at the island

"Yeah and It was half way close some light" I chuckled and shook my head I looked at Amariana who was putting her hair up I wanted tot all to her but I didn't know what to say. She looked at me and I had to think of a reason on why I was looking at her

"Umm... I making chicken nuggets if your hungry" I said nervously she noded her head and I signed turning around I knew she was still upset about what happened

"Thank you i-ima go shower until it's done" my eyes went wide and I slowly turned around she had a small smile on her face and i formed a big one. Did she just talk to me without insulting me and it wasn't sarcasm because you can hear the soft relaxing sound of her voice.

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