Stolen from me

The blame game

1 month later

May 6th

Amariana
7:38

Things have been pretty hectic lately with the whole Shawn and Beyoncé situation. Bey was doing pretty good at first to keep her mind off of it but she not so good lately I think that she was in so much shock but now it's slowly starting to come to her and she realizes it's real. I have caught her a few times crying in her room in the dark, and I hate it because it's makes me think of when I was gone and she did that. Shawn comes to see us and have Father Time with us since blue didn't take the fact he was gone so well but we're all trying to process it.

Right now me and blue are outside to ride the go karts I thought we could have a little fun to get things off our mind. I was unplugging the go karts and backing it out I grabbed one helmet but couldn't find the other

"Where did we buy the other helmet pookie?" I asked blue looking around

"I don't know ow as there" she shrugged looking I looked up and saw it by the trampoline

"Hold on stay here don't touch anything" i ran to the trampoline to get the helmet when I did it was dirty I stood there dusting it off until I heard an engine start followed by a loud scream i turned my head and saw blue speed out the gate on the go kart I dropped the helmet and ran her way chasing after her as fast as I could.

"BLUE STOP" I yelled when I got up

"I CANT" she squealed I caught up some more trying to grab the go kart by the wheel to stop it by force

"BLUE HIT THE BIG PEDAL" she did as told but the damn thing wouldn't stop I was running taking glances at the road a few times to make sure there was no cars

"SISSY LOOK OUT" I looked forward and a big truck was coming my way honking I jumped behind the go kart still running then jumped back on the side when it was out of sight

"BLUE TRY AGAIN HIT THE BIG ONE" i yelled out of breath she hit it repeatedly but it's like it was loose I could tell from how quick it was popping back up after she hit it.

"SISSYYYYY" she called out I looked and saw she was a foot away a form a neighbors fence but it was too late. She ran into the fence flying off hitting her head on the street she screamed to the top of her lungs mad I ran up to grab her

"Shit" i huffed flipping the go kart back over

"Blue why did you do that?" She was too busy crying I looked at her head and there was blood dripping down her face

"OH MY GOSH" i yelled I got on the go kart with blue on my lap speeding back down to the house when I did so I hoped off and grabbed blue rushing inside to find Beyoncé but she found us hearing blue screaming she came form the kitchen drying her hands with a hand towel

"What the hell happend?" She took blue from my arms

"She fell off the go kart" I ran behind her I got her kitchen she sat blue on the counter and grabbed a paper towel wetting it she began to clean the blood but it wouldn't stop

"How did she fall if you were with her" she semi yelled

"I-i went to get the helmet i told her don't move but she did anyway and all I heard was engine being start and she was gone" she shook her head still trying to clean the blood but it was still flowing from her head