Part 21

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💜Jungkook Pov •

I woke up feeling sore in every part of
my body. I opened my eyes to see the surroundings of the place. I am in hotel
room but it was not mine. What happened yesterday?

....I was searching for my Locket, went searching to cold storage then I got locked myself there in that room. After lot of struggling I lost my conscious. Why? I can't remember anything......

I checked myself to see I am not wearing my clothes. I panicked, quickly got up wearing my clothes and ran away to my room searched keys of my room found none.

Shit...I don't have my room keys and
I quickly called My PA Soobin asking about my room keys. Yesterday why didn't you worked my stupid phone.

After five minutes soobin came running to me and gave me the keys. Before he question me, I opened my door, entered in and closed the door on his face not having answers to his questions. I myself don't know what happened to me how can I talk to him.

Laying on my bed and closed my eyes to think about yesterday. Shit what have I done? I slept with someone thinking him as Tae.

Tears started flowing in my eyes thinking that I gave myself to someone thinking him as my Husband.

I completely broke down for giving myself to some random guy. I don't even know who he is? How can I do that?
I betrayed my husband and myself.
I thought it was a dream, that I am being in Tae's arms and him loving me without any barriers. .

Why?

Why?

Why did that person took advantage of my situation? How did I let that person touch me? How can I think him as my Tae? He is not my hubby. It's me who initiated kiss and thinking him as tae.
I behaved like desperate bit*h......who behaved like cave man asking for him
to take me....I was the one who should
get punished. I committed sin.

I can't look into my family's eyes. I just committed a huge mistake. Rushing in shower quickly undressing myself I started scratching my body for being irresponsible letting someone touch me. I can't bear the pain. Again losing of myself. My heart is feeling heavy. I don't have energy to cry to more. My tears are dried.

I Quickly packed my clothes and informed Soobin to I am leaving. I quickly moved out of the hotel and reached airport. Jimin hyung already arranged my ticket yesterday and I am thankful for him doing that. Boarding my flight I sat in my seat and closed my eyes hoping sleep will consume me.

I opened my eyes feeling little hands
of my face to see beautiful little girl is looking at me smiling. I smiled.............
remembering my little hannie. I missed him so much. He is my only source of living. My life line. His smile is enough
to make my day.

I kissed this little girl cheek and mentally thanked for making me feel better. Landing flight at Seoul made me remember my sin which I made yesterday with some stranger. I quickly hide my tears not wanting hyung to notice. Walking with bag in my hands,
I spotted him waving his hand at me.

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