dear diary,
what's been up with jiseok these days? he seems much sadder, and less bright and exciting. i'm not sure what it is. but it's starting to stress me out a bit.
he used to joke around in middle school that he was gonna kill himself one day. next thing you know, he shows up to school a week after with a couple scars on his arm. how do i know? he itched his arm and his sleeve went up. just enough time for me to see them. i don't even think he knows either.
thing is, that was a year-ish ago. i have no clue if it's gotten worse, or if he's avoided it and letting himself heal.
another thing i've been noticing lately, he's always wearing turtlenecks. he never wore those before. he's almost always wearing long sleeves, even in the hottest weather. it could be 25°c outside and he'd insist he's not sweating. he is, it's so obvious.
i tried to take off his jacket one day, but he got a bit defensive all of a sudden. said something like "don't! i'm fine, junhan!" which rose my suspicions even more.
jiseok isn't the type to get super defensive (around me at least), so that's... oddly out of character...
i'm only trying to help... but am i doing it wrong?
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잠꼬대 (zzz..)
Mystery / Thrillerthree boys need help. the other three want to help them. trigger warning: - depression/anxiety - eating disorders/anorexia - abuse (mostly verbal) - blood/self-harm - suicide mentions - swearing, harsh language - death extra: no shipping is involved...
