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it's been a week since we started using flatform, and it's all i think about. it runs through my veins. well, not actually, but you get the point.

it's all i talk about with jooyeon lately, and i'm not sure if he's sick of it, but he probably is. him and jungsu haven't been on super good terms, so... but, seungmin told me they made up, maybe i'll ask him later.

either way, i've been feeling really good! lately, i've been eating more, and i'm starting to feel like... how i used to be... before her. i still miss her, i think about her a lot.. well, not as much as i used to, but definitely often. she was someone i trusted, but i guess jooyeon was right. i should've cut ties sooner.

either way, maybe i'll actually have the courage to go back to the gym after so long! it'll be nice to go back for a bit. 

but b-form... i still have to make time in my daily schedule for it. it's so fun, it makes me indulge in the thing i like most, music. whether it be drumming, or just singing to myself, i can still find joy in it.. jooyeon keeps telling me that i should be on b-form less, but.. why? it's like sports, you practice more to get better. that's the only way i think i'll grow as a musician, to practice. 

i don't see the problem... if there even is one.

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