quick tw for self harm :) (this book already has a tw but yk....)
i really hate school.. i just want to stay home all day and go on flatform or something.. it's so much more fun than school. well, other than science class, i suppose. that and chemistry are the only classes i can really... tolerate. everything else i either hate or just don't try...
i haven't been cutting myself for a while, as in.. a week. because that's when we started using flatform. i don't know what it is, but i've been cutting less. i mean, that's good, right?
something has been on my mind recently, and it's junhan. he seems confused all the time? i don't know why, but he is. and seungmin too... he's been seeming upset. and now that i think about it, jooyeon has been bickering with jungsu for a bit too...
what am i doing? i've just been... sitting there. doing nothing, just like gunil-hyung. guess i'm not alone, aren't i?
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as i stumbled into my room, i put my bag on the floor, and immediately hopped onto b-form. it's always nice sitting there, playing the guitar, letting the music flow. i really love b-form, but i have a bad habit of not checking the time...
it's... 2am?! shit.. i have to go to bed... but a few more minutes won't hurt, right? it's what jungsu and gunil-hyung say all the time... and they're fine.. i think. so that means i'll be fine too!
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잠꼬대 (zzz..)
Mystery / Thrillerthree boys need help. the other three want to help them. trigger warning: - depression/anxiety - eating disorders/anorexia - abuse (mostly verbal) - blood/self-harm - suicide mentions - swearing, harsh language - death extra: no shipping is involved...
