dear diary
he's gone.
jiseok is gone.
my childhood friend.
my neighbor.
my brother from another mother.
gone.
just like that.
how... i... don't know what to do anymore. life doesn't feel... good, anymore. he was the only thing i looked forward too every day.
i must admit, i guess i liked him for a while, but i didn't think i'd have to hear his mom tell me he's dead to actually say it. it says a lot about me, doesn't it?
jiseok.. i'm sorry. i really am. i wasn't looking out for you enough. i wasn't doing what a good friend is supposed to. i knew about your struggles, but i didn't say anything to you, because i didn't know if you wanted me to know.
i wanted to help you, but i didn't know how.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i wasn't a good enough friend to you.
i should've tried harder.
i didn't.
i'm sorry.
YOU ARE READING
잠꼬대 (zzz..)
Mystery / Thrillerthree boys need help. the other three want to help them. trigger warning: - depression/anxiety - eating disorders/anorexia - abuse (mostly verbal) - blood/self-harm - suicide mentions - swearing, harsh language - death extra: no shipping is involved...
