dear diary,
what.
the.
fuq.
school is literally killin me rn. killin me good? hell no. but i am feeling feelings i never thought i could. because i am SOOOOOO burnt out rn. i literally feel like jack shite oml.
anyways. i found some friends!!!
okay, well. it was one person, but like still! it's a good start.
i've been talking to other people throughout the week to try and make friends, but i got this person's number!! his name is oh seungmin. he seems pretty cool! he's only 3 months older than me, so not too many honorifics needed.
i haven't texted him yet. maybe i will later, i should probably start focusing up and actually doing my homework.. i've been slacking off this entire first week. high school is a lot harder than i thought, oops. and with gunil hyung? don't even get me started. i don't even know where i'm supposed to be focusing my attention towards. probably school, but i also gotta make sure hyung doesn't end up killing himself.
soo... i guess i gotta hold up two already overbearing weights. maybe that seungmin guy can help me out? i dunno. he seems he's got a lot happening with him too. he's always around this blonde kid. i know practically nothing about him, but i like his hair color. blonde actually suits him. seungmin has this brown hair with some pink streaks. it's interesting, but i like it.
why did i go on about for hair? i have no clue buttttttt why not??? anyways, GUNIL.
at this point, he looks like a lump of flesh and bones, and it hurts to see. i mean, he's starting to eat a bit more? not full meals yet, but we got to eating snacks. which is progress.
honestly, at this point, i'll take anything...
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잠꼬대 (zzz..)
Mystery / Thrillerthree boys need help. the other three want to help them. trigger warning: - depression/anxiety - eating disorders/anorexia - abuse (mostly verbal) - blood/self-harm - suicide mentions - swearing, harsh language - death extra: no shipping is involved...
