dear diary...
i knew something was up when we were at school. it was a lot more... awkward? jjoo and jungsu were barely talking, and if they did, it was bickering. nothing too bad, but still a bit suspicious. and gunil-hyung and jiseok.... aren't talking much at all.
i was looking forward to talking with them too... but i don't know what's with the sudden switch? jungsu is always acting the same around me as usual, but when it's all six of us, god.. it's like trying to get a baby to speak, i swear!
i don't hate them, obviously.. it's just... why? what's happening? is it bform? what is it? none of them will say anything, so is there any point in asking?
i've tried and tried and tried. i've tried so much. what am i doing wrong? is it my fault? is it theirs? i don't know. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF I DON'T KNOW?!
i just... ugh. i can't... i can't. i'm struggling too much, and now i'm getting frustrated.
junhan was talking to me about struggling to help them, and i used to be confused about it at first. but now? i'm... starting to understand where he's coming from.
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잠꼬대 (zzz..)
Mystery / Thrillerthree boys need help. the other three want to help them. trigger warning: - depression/anxiety - eating disorders/anorexia - abuse (mostly verbal) - blood/self-harm - suicide mentions - swearing, harsh language - death extra: no shipping is involved...
