dear diary,
gunil hyung is fucked up. he looks like he hasn't eaten since the first day of school, and it's worrying me. why is he not eating?
oh. it must be his ex again. damn it. i thought he would be over her by now... he's only in his teens, why is he doing this to himself?
she's found someone else, and doesn't look like she's going back. when is he going to accept that? i guess heartbreaks hurt, but to the point of starvation?
hyung is almost always thinking about her. no matter what i do, he always finds a way to think about her again.
if i'm being honest, i hate it. it's been almost a whole YEAR. why won't he just accept it and focus on himself? that's what most people do after a breakup. they go to the gym, diets, or some shit.
but no, hyung is starving himself. the total opposite of what i wanted him to do. he barely eats. it's so annoying. i try to help him, but he doesn't comply. i feel like i'm babying him at this point. ugh. if only i could say 'fuck you' to him, but i'll just feel even more guilty than i already am.
he's always going to the bathroom after lunch. why? i'm not sure. will i figure it out? i hope so. it's so sketchy... maybe he just has to piss really badly or something. he does drink a lot of water during lunch.
but, i guess i have to figure something out. i feel like i've tried everything... i don't know what to do.
well. back to the cluttered drawing board... i guess.
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잠꼬대 (zzz..)
Mystery / Thrillerthree boys need help. the other three want to help them. trigger warning: - depression/anxiety - eating disorders/anorexia - abuse (mostly verbal) - blood/self-harm - suicide mentions - swearing, harsh language - death extra: no shipping is involved...
