I slammed the hotel door and mom had a sympathetic look upon her face. The tears had overflowed and were streaming down my cheeks. I tasted the salt water. "Did you hear?" I asked. She silently nodded her head. "I'm sorry, sweetheart. What else did he say?"
I relayed what had happened. After I finished with me screaming at him, I told her I'm done with him.
"Oh, Ginny, come on now," she tried to soothe.
"No mom! I'm done! He's a jerk! If he really loved me he would have freaking said so when I asked. He wouldn't of kept walking!"
"Well, maybe he thinks that about you. Maybe he thinks that if you loved him you wouldn't have avoided talking to him for so long."
I didn't say anything for a while. I cuddled against mom as the tv played. She was watching the Golden Girls. I chuckled at something Dorothy said. I loved this show. Finally, I said quietly that "I think I want to leave in the morning. It was a mistake coming here."
Instead of trying to sway my opinion, mom just smoothed out my hair and said ok.
It was a long night.
If I could borrow, all my tomorrows
Spend them all today I'm sure I'd find a way to get you back
But my frustration, desperation
Is causing me to wither underneath a sky turned black
It hurts to breathe, I can't believe, I have to face the moment that I dread.
We're dead, we're over
Over just like that.
The love is gone, gone forever.
And it's not comin' back
Your heart and my heart, you ripped them apart
But there's still pieces of you that you've gone and left behind
You don't want me, but you still haunt me
I lie awake cause I'm afraid that if I close my eyes
I'll see your face, feel that pain, the pain I felt the moment that you said
We're dead, we're over
Over just like that.
The love is gone, gone forever.
And it's not comin' back
It's hurts to breathe, I can't believe, I close my eyes but I just can't forget
I see your face, feel the pain, the pain I felt the moment that you said
We're dead, we're over
Over just like that.
The love is gone, gone forever. And it's not comin' back
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Bates Motel: My Experience
FanfictionGinny heads to White Pine Bay to stay with her cousin Emma for a while. She gets to meet the sexy motel owner's son and the creepy younger brother. This is her experience.
