Feel Like This

Miserable

Chapter 46.
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Big Dick Daddy
- Ja'Aliyah nice big buddy man.

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SUNDAY
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TEVOY'S POV:

11:09 AM

Ready fi reach a mi yaad now.

Mi mind a tell mi lowe ar out but mi heart a tell mi love ar up more. Just nuh think dah b ya rate mi like how she seh she rate mi.

Mi been deh pon e streets from a longer time yuh zeet. Nun nuh out deh apart from a fun night and a one bruk. Mi experience all a dem ting deh aready. Suhmu long term mi a look now. Possibly mi wife and mi kids madda.

It nuh look like she wah dat doe, n mi nuh wah tie dung nuh baddi pickney. She can leave if she wah leave.

I leaned back into the make shift bed, surrendering to the music's complete dominance.

Because man paranoid and right now man numb so nuh matter how she try show me she have love dawg the results is mi nuh have none

Nuh girl neva mek mi feel dem way yah, mi get too vulnerable and mek she hurt mi repeatedly.

Caa mi heart dutty and mud up but gyal yuh fuck up and corrupt so mi nuh wah no love baby
Caa mi heart dutty and mud up but gyal yuh fuck up and corrupt so mi nuh wah no love baby

Maybe me a overreact, but mi firm inah miself yuhzeet, mi nuh insecure and mi nuh watch pussy needa

Yuh nuh know how mi feel,
yuh nuh real,
seh yuh love me and leff mi fi bleed

But she basically have e man a dry hump ar. Den a use being drunk as an excuse? Suh dat mean seh if mi did drunk mi coulda have an orgy and it woulda okay doh? If she did ina clothes it woulda bad and nuh suh bad but the likkle skimpy shit weh she have on. Weh mi alone suppose to a see anyway? And if mi did mek a next gyal dance pon mi all hell bruk loose to bomboclaat.

Neh use to know how fi express miself but we a man now yuhzeet and mi try talk out things instead a assume but e b tek mi fi robot. Like mi nuh bawn wid feelings tuh, like anuh the same blood run through the whul' a we.

How if mi duh nothing weh mek ar the slightest bit sad she malice mi but she a duh things weh a hurt mi?

Poor ting. A just likkle love we want inuh.

From a smaller age a mommy and Kay alone mi did have. E battyboy neh love mi, nor mommy nor Kay. N mi still blame miself seh mi mek him duh weh him duh to dem. When mommy passed a did me and Kay one, mi neva three know how fi express mi love fi ar and dats why mi buy ar everything ar heart desire.

Use to just fuck and cut till mi meet Tianna. Did find some form a comfort dessuh but mi nuh sure if a did love. How yuh seh yuh love mi and mi a explain seh mi neh fuck mams and you aguh tell mi otherwise? Like mi eva do nothing fi yuh nuh trust mi.