love and destiny 2.0

Chapter 13 Her emotions

Aisha's pov

We came back to our place after spending a very good time together, we talked about ourselves, Surya told me about his training, he told me how his juniors respect him , he said his only dream is to be on border . I wish God fulfill his every dream . He's a really great guy .

Surya and i were sitting in his car parked infront of Neha's house, he said he'll drop me home after therapy session.
Well it was a really great day except that incident when I cried screaming Reyansh's name on his shoulder after seeing that bad dream. I shouldn't have slept in the car .

It was really pleasant day Surya " i said looking at him .

Well thanks to you , you choose the best place to visit, i like the place " he said.

Also I am sorry Surya" i said .

Sorry for what " he said pretending that he don't know what I am talking about.

Am sorry that I cried in your arms like that , you must be feeling disgusted of me at that moment" i said .

I would never ever feel disgusted of your tears on my shoulders Aisha" he said .

I just want to be the person on whom's shoulder you cry first , with whom you share all your pain, with whom you forget all your insecurities, I just want to see your happy face when you are with me " he said and he hold my hand .

At that moment I feel so overwhelming, surya's words healed a scar inside my heart no one has never made me feel this much important , at that moment i couldn't form words to say I just hold his hand back , thera was whole 1 min silence, we both were just looking at each other, our eyes did all the talking, holding our hands . That moment was precious.

Suddenly his phone rang and we both came to our senses.

I should go now " i said and i stepped out of the car.

My heart was beating so fast , it was about to explode , i with huge strength formed my steps towards Neha's house and I get inside her house.

I saw everything through my window" said neha excitedly jumping on her place.

Can we sit first " i said and i goes to the living room and I sat on my usual place.

Your cheeks are whole tomato" she said laughing and teasing me.

I know i know, I am so happy today " i said .

Ohh Aisha , look how beautiful you look smiling " she Said.

All thanks to Mr Soldier" i said smiling and blushing more.

Jo mai 3 mahino mei ni kar paai wo usne 1 hafte mei kardiya " she said .

Should I pay him your fees from now onwards" i said .

Shut up " she said and we both burst into laughter.

So tell me how's your day, tell me everything from starting, first tell me about the drive " she said .

My facial expressions change as soon as she asked about the drive , that incident
Came into my senses and the smiling face turns into tensed face.

What happened Aisha " she asked.
I told her about everything what happened at the car .................

You know what Surya didn't even asked me about Reyansh nor he talked about him whole day and when I tried to talk he stopped me so that I don't feel uncomfortable or bad , he caressed me like a child when I was having the bad dream" i said and tears formed in my eyes.

He's such a great boy , you'll never find a boy like him " she said .

How'd you feel when the person you like will cry in your arms for somebody else Neha haa tell me" i asked

........ Obviously you'll feel bad and torment" she said .

I saw pain in his eyes today , I can sense how much he must be suffering inside by that incident yet he was worried about me , he tried every possible way to made me feel happy and what did I gave him in return ...... Pain " i said .

tears were falling down from my eyes . The more I was feeling happy a minutes ago because of him , the more I want to cry right now because of way i made him feel .

Maybe he's the only to heal your wounds" said neha rubbing my back.

He will Neha he will for sure heal my wounds but in turn he'll only get wounds" i said.

You know what did he said to me today " i said.

What " she asked.

"He said he just wants to see my happy face whenever I am with him and it indeed happened today i was happy whole day " i said .

Akhri tym mai itna kab hasi thi mujhe khud maloom nahi , wo mujhe theek kar Raha , kahi na kahi uske hone de mai safe or khush feel krti hu " i said .

If everything is so good then what's the problem , this one will stay Aisha just give him a chance" she said .

I will Aisha , I surely will try " i said and i wiped off all my tears .

Don't live in your past Aisha , live in your present..... Reyansh was your past but this ..... This Surya is your present and will surely be your future also " said neha in a serious tone .

I wiped off all my tears , fixed my hair , rubbed my red eyes and i get up from my place moving towards the main door. Still processing Neha's words , well she was right at some point.

I opened the door and i came outside the house, I saw surya's car outside the house, before going towards him i for one last tym fixes my appearance I just don't want him to see me in this situation again.

You took a lot time today " he said as I settled myself on the seat.

Hmm just talking about today " i said forming a fake smile on my face.

Were you crying" he said .

N...no who said " i said .

Your eyes are red Aisha , you can't hide anything from me " he said caressing my red eyes.

It hurts Surya " i whispered as I feel his touch on my red eyes , his touch cools off the burning pain inside my eyes in one second.

I promise Aisha that from now you'll never cry , only happiness " he said calmly holding my chin , moving his thumb on my chin area.

Maine bht kuch khoya h surya" i said looking into his eyes.

Bina khoye kuch nahi milta Aisha, tabhi mai tumhe Mila hu " he said making a more better eye contact.