𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑴𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒐𝒄𝒄𝒖𝒓

—-𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑻𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚-𝒇𝒊𝒗𝒆

Playing Alien blues by vundarbar

Hurt.

Anger.

Trust.

Emotion.

You feel it but you don't openly say these things now do you?

I always hurt. Whether it's others or myself, I'm always Hurting. It never stops. The pain doesn't cease it's ongoing. It's mental. It's physical. It's emotional.

Why do I Hurt?

I'm always Angry. I always feel anger, whether it's towards others or myself. I feel it in my heart, the tips of my fingers squeeze tightly in my palm brimming with it. It's mentally exhausting. It's physically exhausting. It's emotional exhausting.

Why am I so Angry?

I can't trust. I don't Trust you, I don't Trust me, I don't Trust anyone. I can't bring myself to. It's mentally there. It's physically there. It's emotionally there.

Why can't I Trust?

I'm so emotional. I'm always caught up in these Emotions. I feel this and I feel that. It's mentally draining. It's physically Draining. I'm emotionally drained.

Why am I so Emotional?

I know why.

These four things make up something I can't escape.

I feel it for myself. I feel it for others. I feel it with everything I do.

It makes this world and breaks it apart.

It makes me and breaks me apart.

I'm full of it and so empty at the same time.

I know why.

Hurt.Anger.Trust.Emotions.

I know what this feeling is.

It's Hate.

Changbin•Seungmin•Felix•Hyunjin

Once the group going to the town had left, the four in the house decided they would too.

They were currently following Changbin as he lead them down a small path to where he remembered it to be. He said it would only be a two minute walk so they weren't too far, with the house still in distance.

Upon arriving at the generator, the first thing they noticed was how overgrown plants  had practically covered it.

"Great. Maybe this is why it shut down." Changbin murmured, placing his hands on his hips as he inspected the large box.

"Is this solar panelled too. I really don't understand how all of this technology works." Felix questioned as all he was really thinking was how bland this box was.

Changbin shook his head, lifting a hand to try and move the branches. "No its powered by batteries that are big enough to power this house for a few years. I have more at home to top it up with but I haven't been here in a while so I thought it would be fine."