𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑵𝒐𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝑩𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔

𝑵𝒐𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝑩𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔—-𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒚-𝑺𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏

Playing Save me by XXXTENTACION

Do you wanna know something?

I'm oblivious. So are you.

Oblivious to what?

To a lot of things.

You're own pain.

Other people's pain.

Do you like being oblivious to such things?

Does it calm your heart?

Does it make your shoulders feel light?

Does it remind you the world's a great place outside the obvious?

Perhaps, you hide away from it for a certain reason?

Yes I believe you do.

Why? Because you can't handle it all on your own. It's the hard truth.

If you can't handle your own emotions, how can you handle someone else's?

So it's better to stay unaware.

Of both.

Your pain isn't real.

Nonexistent.

Just as unreal as the next persons pain.

But fuck anyone that tells you to wake up.

They can simmer in their own pain, maybe see yours also.

They can carry the weight of pain, ten times heavier with your load at the top.

They can feel their heart race every second, no moment to settle.

They can live in that world of reality, suffer under the hands that awaken them from their dreams.

But not me.

Not you.

We'll dream on.

Why?

Because,

Ignorance is bliss, my love.

It was hard for them all to get comfortable in the apartment. For one it was small and cramped for a group of more than 9 people.

Soobin had let them take up a room to themselves for the night, chan and changbin deciding it would be wise to stay for a few days to scope out the situation.

They had taken the bedroom as they were a big group, some groaning from the familiar uncomfortable situation. No one was excited to decide who would be sleeping in the bed.

And in a good for worse turn of events, Seungmin and Jisung happened to be the two who won the game to who will sleep in the bed.

"No." Jisung sharply stated, puffing out his cheeks as he avoided even looking at the taller. Seungmin didn't seem anymore pleased, not wanting to give up his space on the bed but not wanting to sleep on the floor again.

"I don't want to share with you either. Sleep somewhere else." Seungmin scoffed, moving away from Jisung to dump his bag on his side of the bed. Chan and Changbin only watched in silence, trying to gather a hint of what the problem was.

The other four were too busy setting up spaces for them to sleep to take any notice to the war between two of the other members.

"No. You sleep on the floor. I won fair and square." Jisung was next to him, dumping his stuff on the floor before glaring at him. This was the first time he had bothered to fully acknowledge the brunette, taking to avoidance as a route.