Different kind of comfort

Bonus Chapter - First time

(Warning: contains sexual content)
Kate Beckett's POV

When I came home I immediately went into my bedroom to change into the lace underwear I had bought a couple of days before and I put on the see-through nightgown I owned. I put on my nice robe before I went into my bathroom and put on some makeup. I had had my hair in a ponytail all day so I let my hair down and tousled it to make it look sexier. I got a text from Castle saying he was on his way so I went around my apartment and lit up candles here and there to create that mystic and cozy mood. When I heard a knock on the door I suddenly started to get nervous. What if he didn't like what I had done? What if he didn't like my surprise?

"Just a second!" I called out before I made sure my robe didn't hide too much of my clothes under, I wanted him to only get a peek of what I had done for him.

After I was done I looked around my apartment, the only light came from the lit candles and I felt my heart beat harder. I took a deep breath before I opened the door to reveal Castle standing there. He was about to greet me but then he looked at me and I could see the surprise in his eyes. He dropped his jaw and just looked up and down my body. I felt my cheeks blush at his intense staring before I cleared my throat. He shook his head a little to gain focus and looked at me with an embarrassed glimpse in his eyes.

"Sorry" he mumbled and I could see his eyes had darkened a bit.

"Don't worry about it, come on in" I said through my deep blush and he walked inside before I closed the door behind him, locking it.

I heard him hang up his jacket behind me but I couldn't bring myself to turn around towards him. I wasn't sure anymore. I was so nervous. I was suddenly feeling very self conscious.

"Soo" he stated behind me as he waited for me to turn around but when I didn't he just continued talking, "what do you have planned for tonight?"

I blushed harder but I tried to keep a poker face as I decided to finally turn around.

"Nothing special, thought maybe we could watch a movie, or something" I suggested but somehow I could feel that he knew exactly what I wanted just by looking me into my eyes, and on my clothes.

I cleared my throat and went into my kitchen, opening my fridge and looking it through to find something to eat. I heard Castle move around behind me and when I closed the fridge to turn towards him he was much closer than I thought. His body was so close to mine and when I looked up in his eyes our noses were almost touching.

"I think I know what you had in mind" he said in a low voice, making me shiver thinking about how his touch used to feel against my skin.

I leaned my back towards my fridge and to my relief he followed my movements to keep our close distance. I saw his eyes flicker down to my hidden nightgown and I slowly moved my hand to remove a bit of my robe to reveal my outfit to him. I immediately saw the dark change in his eyes and I couldn't help but feel proud of myself. I loved the effect I seemed to have on him. His hands moved to my shoulders where he carefully started to remove the robe, touching my newly bare skin with his hands. His touch sent a sparkle through my body which made me immediately step on my toes to close the last inches between our lips. I could feel his surprise through the kiss but it didn't stop the lust growing with each movement. He lightly pushed his body towards mine, pressing my body back into the fridge. I let my robe fall down to the floor and I felt his hands land on my hips, lifting me up and caring me to the bench beside the fridge to put me on it. I had my legs wrapped around him pushing him closer towards me. I had to break our lips apart to catch my breath so he continued to kiss down my jaw towards my neck where he started sucking on my pulse. I let go of a moan as he started to suck harder and in a small part of my brain I knew I would get a hickey I'd have to hide from the kids later on but I didn't care. I started to unbutton his shirt and once it was completely unbuttoned I pushed it off of him to be able to run my hands over his bare chest. His lips returned to mine and his tongue brushed past my lips to ask for permission which I instantly granted. Our tongues battled for dominance which I lastly handed over to him. As I moaned again I parted from him to place my lips by his ear.

"Lets move to the bedroom" I whispered as seductively as I could and I saw the shock on his face when I pulled away.

"You sure?" he asked and I nodded eagerly.

He smiled big at me and I crashed my lips on his as he lifted me up again and carried me to the bedroom where he pretty much threw me on the bed. I landed softly and let go of a laugh as he observed me, looking over my lace underwear under my see-through nightgown. I continued to laugh as he continued to just stare at me. I rised a bit to crawl over at the end of the bed to sit up on my knees in front of him. I put my hand around his neck to pull him down so I could claim his lips with mine before I let my hands travel down to his pants. That's when I took off his belt and started to pull down his pants, to my surprise he took a grip of my hands before I managed to take off his boxers. He parted our lips and looked me in my eyes.

"Are you really sure about this?" he asked and I chuckled.

"Do you really think I would be dressing up like this if I wasn't?" I asked and he gave me a look which I quickly answered with my own.

"You have no idea how many of your skirts I've wanted to rip off the last days" he said and I smirked at him.

"Well, you now have the chance to rip off this" I winked at him and he looked down at my body.

I could see his member get harder through his boxers and I bit my lip which only seemed to have an even harder effect on him. I could still see him hesitating though, not wanting to push me in any way. So I took his hands and placed them at the edge of my nightgown only to move them up, taking the nightgown with them. When he got to my chest I let go of his hands and he pulled off my nightgown by himself. As soon as it was off he leaned down and kissed me between my breasts which made me moan loudly. He pushed me backwards until I hit the mattress with my back and he followed me down. His hands went behind my back to unclasp the lace bra I had put on and once it was off he threw it on the floor. It landed with a quiet thump and I felt his hand cupping my breast, massaging it with his large hands. I gasped at the satisfaction shooting through my veins as he took the other one in his mouth and sucked on it lightly.

"What is it with men and boobs?" I asked in between my gasps.

He left my breasts to move up to bring his face close to mine. He looked me into my eyes as he answered my random question.

"Biological, we can't help it" he murmured before he crashed his lips on mine.

I felt his fingers travel down my body towards my panties. They stopped once they reached their destination and rubbed me through the thin clothing, which only resulted in me moaning loudly into his mouth.

"Oh my god, don't stop" I begged through our heated kiss.

I felt his mouth widen in a smirk against my lips. Without warning I flipped us over so that I was straddling him. He seemed a bit surprised by my move but did absolutely not complain. I moved my hips and felt his arousal getting harder and harder for each movement. His hands landed on my back and he stroke them down my back towards my bum where he grabbed a hold of my panties to slide them down. He flipped us over again but pulled away from me so that he could roam his eyes over my body, which both shocked me and made me very nervous. He had a very adorable smile plastered on his face as he looked at me.

"What?" I asked, scared he by some reason didn't like what he saw.

"You are even more beautiful than I imagined" he said and then I saw him blush as he bent down again to kiss my lips gentle.

"You imagined me naked?" I questioned, shocked by his unknowing confession.

"Of course" he said and I couldn't help but blush at his words.

I kissed him more passionate again, I wanted him badly.

"You sure about this? You really want this?" he asked me and I looked into his dark blue eyes as I nodded.

That was all he needed. He started touching me again, kissing me rough and before I knew it I could feel him inside me. I was in euphoria and I heard myself moan his name over and over as he satisfied my strong needs for him. He was without a doubt the best lover I had ever been with. And the electrical shots going through my body as our naked skin touched was a proof that he was the one.