Forget Me Not

Explaining the Rat

Your POV

I stared at Jeff. "Would I have really been okay with doing the do with Jeff?" I asked myself sort of chuckling. "What?" Jeff asked concerned. I shook my head. Jeff looked to the ground and awkwardly brushed his foot against the floor. "So-" I cut Jeff off. "So, you're not gonna shun me now right?" I smirked. He's eyes were wide a bit with surprise. "N-no." He confessed. "Good." I smiled and walked over to his desk. I flipped it up right and picked up the fallen, scattered papers. I noticed a picture. It was me, Jeff and Liu at my birthday party. I remember my mom taking the picture Jeff before my sister brought out the cake.

Jeff shyly walked over and stood behind me looking over my shoulder. "Where did you get this?" I chuckled turning to look at him over my shoulder. He nervously rubbed the back of his neck. "I asked your mom for a copy." He confessed in a quiet voice. I chuckled once again. "How cute." I teased. "Yeah, yeah." He glared and poked my forehead. I pushed his hand away and continued to look at the picture. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Jeff start to pick up his mess. "These were the good days..." I thought to myself remembering everything. I sighed quietly to myself not drawing attention. It's crazy how back then we had no idea we were gonna end up where we are now. We were just kids on the block hanging out and having fun. Now...were killers...hanging out and having fun. Ha, I guess nothings really changed, minus the fact Jeff killed Liu...or tried to, he killed both my family and his own. Liu has a personality disorder and Jeff has anger issues....I'm pretty sure I'm depressed. Liu dislikes Jeff and I love Jeff. Man...we're really fucked up now.

Woah wait...

I love Jeff

Holy hell...I love Jeff.

I looked to Jeff casually as he sat on the floor trying to build a house of cards. I smiled at the fact he was suppose to be cleaning but instead he's fucking about with a house of cards. "Jeff!" I shouted making him jump from my sudden out burst. His hand knocked over one card making the rest of them collapse to the ground in a pile of failure. I smiled innocently. "What's wrong with you?" He asked both mad and concerned. "Just wanted you to know, Ben told me something about you." I stated deviantly. Jeff cocked his head to one said in question. "What do you mean-....what did he say?" He asked the last part in a panic. I smirked. "Oh you know...that one thing." I insisted. That one thing was Jeff liking me back. The day Jeff told me the kiss meant nothing, I left his room crying. I sat out of the front porch and Ben came out concerned since I pasted the living room running and crying. "I don't know why Jeff is acting like a little bitch...he tells me differently...you should see what he says about you." I remember Ben saying, letting it slip up. I had to chase him around the mansion out inside, and around the mansion inside to get him to tell me, I finally cornered him in the kitchen and he surrendered. "Jeff has the biggest crush on you and he's acting like an asshole because he doesn't think you feel the same and he hasn't shut up about you ever since you got here." Ben cowered under my raised fist threatening to punch him if he didn't tell me. I remember my heart beating faster and I slowly shuffled away from Ben like a zombie. It was so much for me to take in...I couldn't believe it. I wanted to slap Jeff for acting like a dick...but I was just so happy he liked me back that I wanted to kiss him.

I waited and waited for him to come back down stairs for me to tell him that I felt the same...but he never did. Two days he said away, locked in his room. I visited him but Ben was constantly by my side never really giving me the chance to tell him how I feel. You wouldn't believe how bad of a wingman Ben is.

"What do he say Y/n." Jeff said more stern. I sat at the edge of the bed. "Well word for word I believe he said something like...."Jeff has the biggest crush on you and he's acting like an asshole because he doesn't think you feel the same and he hasn't shut up about you ever since you got here." I confessed. Of course I remember word for word. What Ben admitted that day has been echoing in my mind for the past two days. Jeff froze, not even blinking. His face slowly began to drain of color and then turn bright red with the because blush I've ever seen Jeff have. He sat there completely still like a statue. "H-h-h-he what?...no y-you're lying." He said nervously. He stuttered worse then Toby and I laughed. "Relax Jeff...you should have just told me, then we could have liked each other." I said looking down at the wood floors. "How could he...why did he...oh god I'm sorry Y/n..." He said laying straight back on the wood floor. He looked up at the ceiling with his arms out stretched. "Jeffrey woods, you idiot, did you not just hear what I said!" I scolded him and stood up walking over to him. I leaned over his figure with my hands on my hips. Jeff shyly looked away. "I said you should have told me so we could both like each other." I repeated. Jeff laid still again. "I like you too Jeff!" I stomped my foot annoyed at the fact he wasn't getting it. I went to walk away and out the door but he quickly got up and grabbed my wrist. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked so quickly I almost didn't catch it. I smiled wide, almost has wide as Jeff. "Of course you noodle head." I said grabbing the collar of his hoodie and yanking him towards me sealing the offer with a kiss.