I'm in a rlly rlly good mood. Zayn's album is coming out in six hours here so I'm freaking excited :')
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Zayn POV
I just finished watching the fault in our stars with my aunt, best movie ever. AC cried a bucket full of tears, and I actually cried too.
Man imagine if that was me and Liam, I'd die. Me being Hazel and Liam being Augustus, I don't know how much it would hurt losing Liam. Probably more worse then fall out of a plane without a parachute
Mike would smack me with a pizza if he heard me talking like this
I couldn't help but grin looking towards my phone. I've been texting Liam since yesterday, yes I told him about my breakdown. Of course being the concerned boyfriend he is, he always calls around 2:30 to have a full conversation with him
Like he was right next to him, I wish.
After four days in the hospital, I was finally let out. I was pretty happy about that because I missed his bed and my not so rich house
I still have to talk with Dr. Wilson 24/7 since I wasn't all the way cured. I actually was quite fond of the woman, at first I might've been really rude
But she took her time and patience with me, not a lot of people would do that expect for my aunt
The doorbell rang making my aunt jump up from the couch to get it, "You expecting someone?" She asks me, I shrug in response. "I told Augustus Waters to come back from the dead and make out with me"
"Shut up Zayn" she says snorting a little. As she goes on the other room to answer the door, I swung my feet to the side to reach for my phone seeing it had lit up.
From bighead🙄🌚❤️
Cant wait to see you tmrrw beautiful, missed hugging and kissing you. I'm gonna take good care of you babe :)
I flushed reading the message before replying back to my cheesy boyfriend. By the time I clicked send I heard the sound of multiple footsteps coming towards the living room.
I placed my phone on my side swinging my feet back on the couch frowning to see who was coming
I noticed a patch of pink hair come into the room making me cover my mouth to smile, Michael had dyed his hair pink.
Holy shit
Yes that was a big deal, after a million times of me begging him to dye it that color, he finally did it. For me, awe my soul is cringing at my mushiness
Elizabeth and Harry followed behind him smiling at me shyly. "You dyed your hair" I exclaim to Michael who comes over to hug me first. "Of course, I wanted you to feel better"
I smile petting his hair gently before he pulls away. It was Elizabeth's turn, she literally almost jumps on me before whining, "Are you ok Zeebear? I'm sorry we weren't there for you. We were assholes, big ones"
Oh Jesus she should stick to not cursing, it's like listening to a 5 year old do it. It's funny then it gets weird
Harry nods sitting next to me, "Yeah, I'm sorry. I had the biggest mouth of them all. I'm sorry for blaming you about Niall, it was my fault. You weren't the one who kissed Louis"
I cringe, "I'm glad, yuck"
Harry smiles playing with his hands, "And I was just upset you were distancing yourself. I'm not used to not having you around" he says looking guilty.
I pulled at his curls, "Its ok Harry, really it's alright" I give them all a reassuring smile. "I'm sorry I was like that, I was supposed to turn to you all but I kinda kept to myself. I didn't want to be a burden" I say, shrugging shyly
Harry hugged me tight making me snort. We were chatting for a while about what everyone had done so far on the break
"There was this really fun carnival that came to town a couple days ago. Spoogy and I went it, their coming back in the summer. You're gonna double date with us right?" Elizabeth asks hopefully
Michael snorts, "Sorry Liz, Zayn has a scheduled breakdown for June," he says jokingly. "But I'm sure me and Calum will be there"
I couldn't help but laugh as Liz punched his arm. Harry smiles at me before looking back at the other two bickering.
I was glad that everything was back to normal, they had stayed for a few hour, the whole time Harry continued apologizing to me
I smacked him with a pillow before going back to the movie. I didn't expect him to stop apologizing but atleast that shut him up, and also Michael throwing popcorn at him
"I have a pretty intense up past, that's why I was in Mapleworks"
I know it was sudden, but I started to tell them what happened to me when I was younger and what had happened the other day while the movie was playing. They all had the look of sympathy when I told them, not pity thank god.
They all nodded it off going back to the movie like it was nothing, I remembered Harry pulling my into his chest hugging me and not letting go at all. I wanted to cry because this is what I needed
"M'sorry for being a dick" Harry mumbles, putting his chin on his head. "It's okay" "No it isn't, I was just angry at myself and I took it out on you. I'm sorry for telling you to burn in hell"
"It's okay, besides that's where my throne awaits. I'm sorry for calling you a stupid frog" Harry freezes, "Wait what?"
"Huh?" "You called me a stupid frog?" "Um, you probably didn't hear me" "Dude" "What? It was kinda funny"
Harry pulls away smacking my arm, "M'not a frog" "You're right, you're a frog and a giraffe combined. You're a froaffe" I say making him snort. There was a split moment of silence before hearing him sigh quietly
"Have you talk to Niall?" "I tried texting and calling, but he ignores it. I think it's really over Zayn" Harry mumbles
"It's not over until Queen Zee says it's over. He's bound to listen sometime" "I feel like an idiot, and Louis wasn't even a good kisser if I'm being honest"
I grins as my shoulders begin to shake with laughter. "I'm serious, it was like kissing a fish" Harry says with a grin.
"Don't worry, Niall will talk to you" "You think?" "Oh I know" Of course Niall will, Louis was going to tell the truth
And if he didn't, well I was going to have to tell Niall myself. I didn't like seeing Harry sad, he actually really likes Niall
I would be a bad friend not meddling in the relationship like I was supposed to in the first place
