im so envious of you.
your happy smiles and warm hands.
your real laughs and bonding moments.
i cringe at my own feelings of greed.
i shouldn't feel this way.
you have what i lack and what i crave.
how you are so comfortable is a wonder to me.
you move swiftly with grace that my own name forbids.
you accomplish what i never have but its still what I strive for.
a hand in mine, lips on my forehead, arms circled around me.
im confused and jealous and angry because what my mind tells me is wrong my heart says is right.
but you don't have to worry because you have the closeness i yearn for.
im envious of you.
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This poem is too hard to explain, nevertheless decipher. I apologize for my confused feelings.
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Poetrythese are the things i wish i was able to say out loud. but because i can't here are the words that pass through my mind the words no one listens to because they'll never get the chance. . {highest ranking #98 in poetry}
